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hey yall wuts up? me not much ive just been really stressed out lately like idk how to act around ppl anymore like idk if me being goofy and clowning around is annoying ppl or not. i just i hate to think that my friends might all think im just a dumb blonde and cant be serious. i feel awefull about it all the time cuz like idk if it makes me seem too immature or unattractive in any way.I feel really lonely at school too like i feel like im completely alone and my parents are pressuring me real bad about my grades and my mom already thinks im tryin to skip meals cuz i dont eat lunch at school. i mean i know alot of ppl have worse problems than me i know that, but idk how to handle my problems, just explaining things to ppl just makes me give up and break down completely. i feel lost about everything i do everything i say and every thought i have.im soooo confused i just sometimes idk whether to just run away from everyone and everything and give into surrender and just let it all take me or to keep my hopes and pray to god that everything clears up and just gives me bak the sanity ive lost from all this. i sound really dramatic but i feel imprisoned in my own mind. my feelings are just going crazy and my thoughts are foggy well thats all i can say ill get bak to yall later.....