Sad :(
Well late last night we arrived home from yet another AWESOME cruise. I can not explain how much i love going on cruises....w hat can be better than laying out by a pool for 6 hours as your travel to different amazing islands? Meet people from all different parts of the world and you will keep in touch with for ever? Have food always aviable 24-7 NO JOKE! I honestly had such a great time. I was determined on this cruise to make sure I was just leting everything out of my head and enjoy every second i had. Which i accomplished very well. On top of that every since i entered college i have had the attitude of I dont care what others think as long as I am having fun. So through out the cruise the had pool games, kareoke (sp?) nights, the clubs (top 40 discs, latin, 50's/60's) and much more. I participated in EVERYTHING when they asked for help I was always there and had a blast doing goofy things such as relay races.... The first 3 nights molly and I went to the shows (ice show, dance shows, talent...) went to the bar with Jenny and Ed and we all came back to the room ordered room service and watched movies. YET after the 3rd night i decided i wanted to meet some people and while they all fell asleep i went to check out the clubs. As soon as I walked in the doors everyone was so welcoming it was GREAT! As the nights went on the fun just kept getting better. One of the days my family and I went snorkling (sp?) the way back was unlimited rum punch and carribean music (by noon i was GONE singing and dancing on the front of the boat lol) too bad by 6 (dinner time) i left the table with the sick feeling (also known as a hang over first time i ever had that in the MIDDLE of the day lol) I learned LOTS of cool dances especially latin dances (salsa, rangay (sp?)...) i cant tell u how many people asked me how long i have been doing that type of dance (lol 1 hr) The last night was the BEST we were all doing shots, mixed drinks in Rick and Matts room then went dancing until 4am after all seperated. About 5 of us hung out on the deck to watch the sunrise and then waited around until our families woke up lol (i slept the ENTIRE way home). So much went on im going to miss all those people BUT Rick, Matt, Leah-Ann, and Scott are all planing to come stay here in the summer (YEY!!!!) Its sad we dont live a tad closer but hey visiting will be great.
So as for my zachary.... I honestly am very worried. He was gone for a week in Mexico and the day he came home I left for the cruise. Even b4 we left it seemed as though 1.) he didnt want to come home 2.) he didnt want to talk when he called the few times b4 he left 3.) he just hasnt been all there. I understand we have both changed JUST like everyone else when u enter college. I was hoping when I came home things would be different. The whole plane ride I had the biggest grin of excitement until i could talk to him. Well it was too late at night when i got home so first thing when I woke up (noon lol) i called him. I guess he had mass @ 8 so he was taking a nap but when he got on the phone "hello" "hi ryah how are you?" "ok" "what are u doing?" "nothing laying down." " oh well would u like to go back and sleep." "yes" "umm ok ill talk to u later, bye" and he hung up. I am beign very understanding as to him beign 1/2 asleep but HELLO I havent talked to him in 16days and he just hung up like that :( Im sure everything is ok but I still have my concerns (grrr i hate when i do that :(
So as for my zachary.... I honestly am very worried. He was gone for a week in Mexico and the day he came home I left for the cruise. Even b4 we left it seemed as though 1.) he didnt want to come home 2.) he didnt want to talk when he called the few times b4 he left 3.) he just hasnt been all there. I understand we have both changed JUST like everyone else when u enter college. I was hoping when I came home things would be different. The whole plane ride I had the biggest grin of excitement until i could talk to him. Well it was too late at night when i got home so first thing when I woke up (noon lol) i called him. I guess he had mass @ 8 so he was taking a nap but when he got on the phone "hello" "hi ryah how are you?" "ok" "what are u doing?" "nothing laying down." " oh well would u like to go back and sleep." "yes" "umm ok ill talk to u later, bye" and he hung up. I am beign very understanding as to him beign 1/2 asleep but HELLO I havent talked to him in 16days and he just hung up like that :( Im sure everything is ok but I still have my concerns (grrr i hate when i do that :(