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Well lets see haven't been on here in a while. Soooo on Friday it was my last day with my Ryah for a bit and go figure i would manage to screw it up. :( NOT planed of course but yes i ended up having a fever 102.6 to be exact at one point BUT ya know what it didn't matter Zack layed by me he kept giving me water and just cared for me which really did help me feel better. I wasn't too sure if i was going ot be able to go to the airport in the morning but i damn well knew i was going to try my hardest and so i did. When he left i stayed in a FREEZING shower for like 45 min and then went straight to bed with NO covers and clothes on my body. I woke up at 5:30am and YAHOO i took my shower and was out the door to go with Zacks family and take him. So we drove and got to the airport and as we were walking to his gate I wanted to turn aroudn so bad with him and just RUN but i remained VERY calm we got to the gate i wanted to cry so hard but reminded myself there was no need i will see him soon. so i gave him a kiss on the cheeck and watched him walk away :*( watched the plane leave and then we left. Once i got home i slept the WHOLE day until like 5 when i went to the dream cruise with my parents and met the Ouellettes which was fun until ONCE again i felt very ill and HAD to go home. So then on Sunday i went to church and then breakfast wasnt hungry came home and SLEPT pretty much the whole day. Then today i woek up went ot the Dr found out i have some sort of throat virus and is being treated as strep throat but i shall be better soon. The medicine is kinda make my stomache upset but if i feel better sooner than so be it! and lets see i am now waiting and waiting for my ryah to come on just so i know how he is doin I can NOT wait to start school so that way i wont be sittign around waiting for him ya know. I mean i want him to be having fun i dont want himt o have to sit in the damn computer lab and just tak to me so yeha thats why im kinda keeping it to myself well except i told u NOT like u can talk lol. OK so obviusly i am relly lonley to be talkin to a damn computer lol MAN i need some sleep im sure i will return later.