Friday  8.30am - 4.51pm at thwe clinic as usual.  then 6.30pm at the Restaurant till whenever (9/10ish)

Saturday  6.30pm - till whenever at the Restaurant

Sunday  7am - 3pm at NCC with GrindFX

So I have a superbly busy weekend, hurrah, but if I'm working I'm earning mney instead of spending it, to me this is a good plan.

Hope everyone is well, I'm on ( Read more... )

Okay so it's been awhile since I posted anything and I suppose I have a quite abit to catch up on.  First and foremost the big news is Jamie and I split up, so I am now single again, a novel experience after three years more or less.  I'm actually okay I think we both saw it coming, neither of us made any real effort to keep us together so it made ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being me.  I'm obviously just a poor excuse for a human being because everyone around me treats me that way.  Everyone always thinks I am imposing on them or rousing on them or whatever.  So obviously I am just crap.

just because I'm not in tears or sobbing does not mena I'm okay.  I potter along in my little world miserable, ( Read more... )

Hello There.

Well week one is over and I'm still not settled in, there is too much stuff and not enough space, grrr.  So I am still living in four years worth of flotsam.

I have just applied for one job and now I have to do more, I have also applied for new start allowance so we'll se what happens.

I went to bates Pets Paradise yesterday to look at ( Read more... )

Well here I am...  for a long time it seemed miles away but now here I am ( Read more... )

I hate moving.  I'm having minor panic attacks every day, they don't last long but they're still disconcerting ( Read more... )

I have until Monday to submit my dissertation this is how it looks so far:

1/.  Introduction - Revised, one reference to complete
2/.  Chapter One - Revised, ready to submit
3/.  Chapter Two - Revised, needs a read through to ensure it coplies with the revisions in Ch 1
4/.  Chapter Three - Revised, needs some extra polish
5/.  Conclusion - Drafted, but ( Read more... )

I have a thesis to revise in a little under two weeks, my dissertation is now a little under 16 000 words.  I really do make my life difficult sometimes.

Otherwise life is pretty good, except for the fact that I'm very tired.

Study + Work = Tired

I have to train new people everyweek and while it's kind of gratifying to know that I'll be hard to ( Read more... )

Tired and fed up.

I feel like some of the relationships in my life are like that little sheep there, repetitive, painful and almost laughable.

Oh well I do it all the time, I just shouldn't think about it.

It's probably my fault anyway, I'm annoying and I don't know when to stop.

I'm just crap.

I over slept, I just finished reading book four in Isobelle ( Read more... )

In the darkness - there is a song ( Read more... )