Where did everyone go?
SIgh. I miss having girlfriends. I have Matt here everyday, and he has friends, most of whom I don't like. Everyone I used to hang out with either lives far away or is busy or whatever. I thought I would have a chance to hang out more with my old friends when I moved back, but They all have normal schedules and weekends off. I thought we were going to do something this weekend, but then the emails stopped. part of me hopes that everyone just forgot, but in reality, they have probably all called each other and arranged things and forgot about me... Its just not the same anymore, which is fine, but when Im the one that they want to leave out, it hurts. I used to be the one that always arranged things, but if they have some plan that doesn't involve me, Im not going to be the one that calls or emails and is like hey guys whats going on. Id rather they invite me straight out. I admit I don't have as fun going out hitting the bars and partying as they do, I have no money for one thing... It would just be nice to spend some time with someone besides my cats and my man. I mean if no one calls Ill probably end up cleaning the apartment and trying to get mom to make me dinner so that i can get back my netflix movies to watch. Matt is off too, but we have no money to do anything and Ill probably spend all day waiting by the phone...