Oct 04, 2005 00:42
Dinner was fun.
Cousin took me to Coldstone and that was so gooood. Alex Vaszilly works there. WEIRD.
Anyway, Rachel Frierson actually made mine and it was good. Yay Oreo Overload.
Came back here and was here for like.. 15 minutes.
Went to the meeting over at Case. Ashleigh, usually goes with me, but today's rosh hashana (something like that I think?) and they are celebrating their.. year 5025 or something. I don't know, I read something about it in the paper and then Ash emailed me saying she couldn't go tonight.
They asked me to be their RHA representitive, so I guess that's cool.
I just don't know what kind of time commitment it is and.. I'll have to figure that out. But it's.. supposed to be like.. a similar thing to like House of Representitives I think. You have a rep from like.. all the student groups, and you vote on diffrent topics and whatnot. Then each of those reps are also split into diffrent committees. It's kind of neat. I am not big into politics, but I think it'll help me broden my horizons and maybe I'll even get to argue. Yay.
But yeah, I am supposed to represent PRISM with Vik. Who is pretty much AWESOME, and he's really cute too. Yay. One of the guys at prism was disappointed to find that he was an ally. He's sorta short though. :(
So yeah.. Allies talked today. I didn't really quite understand it. Vik and I just sorta sat back listened for most part. The topic was about being bi? But then.. it was 2 allies talking the whole time. Confusion. I was like "wait.. isn't there a bi person who wants to talk?" But.. that would be way too up front I would think. But yeah.. apparently 2 weeks from now the topics going to be Trans. We've covered, gay and bi, so I guess Trans would be next.
People at those meetings are so open. They are like "I have bunch of trans friend".. and I don't know, I considered myself to be pretty open and accepting, but Transgenders do kind of.. scare me(?) I don't dislike them or anything.. but I guess I don't know anyone who IS trans, and therefore I can't really make any solid judgements on it.
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Then I got back here at like.. 11ish.. i've been pretty much just sitting around doing not much. Internet's being weird. My roommate is sleeping. yay. I am listening to music and contemplating diffrent topics. Today just turned weird. Awkward a lot of times.
I am having a hard time communicating, and getting through to people. It's frusterating, but a lot of times it's not.. it's not that I can't say what I am trying to say, just seems like I don't have anything to say.
Maybe an anti-social type-a thing. Like at dinner today? I was so quiet. Then I just wanted to leave. Online today, I talked to diffrent people and I just ran out of stuff to say.
Talked to one of the girls at the meeting. She was being all friendly, and trying to talk to me and stuff, and I just didn't have anything to say. I don't want to come across as unfriendly or anything.. I like people. It's just weird today I guess.