:'(

Dec 07, 2005 17:42

So basically today I went with Jimmy and his mom up to Scottsdale, to see the Scottsdale Culinary Institute campus. Its was fun until everything became a reality. After Jimmy's interview and him completing the application, paying the $95 application fee...he talk to the admistions lady. He's basically already in and he'll find out for sure tomorrow.I'm so excited for him because I know this is really what he wants to do...buuuuut he has to be there for 15 months straight and then a 3 month externship. The externship can take him wherever in the world he wants to go basically. And well honestly I don't know how I'm gunna be able to spend that long away from him. It's horrible, we've been together for over 2 years and we barely spend any time apart and now we have to spend sooooo much time apart. Last summer we spent 3 weeks apart and I almost died, this will really kill me. I wish I could go with him but I know I can't, I have to stay here and go to nursing school because that's what I want to do and I can't give that up. I was dreading graduation before but now I never want it to come. Come May I will be the biggest wreck ever because I know that in August my baby will be leaving me for a year and a half. Honestly I don't know how spouses of people in the military do it. This will be the hardest thing I will ever have to do. And I'm so not looking forward to it. Honestly, all of you younger people that have relationships with people don't take it for granted. And make high school last, don't wish you can get out because once it comes you won't want to leave. Believe me.
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