the beggingin of Peter and James
So I don't know were to start or how to say it all! But I hope that you will understand my words!
It all started about Feburay last year! I had just started to use myspace.... and then this guy had clicked on me and said "hey i love your hair and your pretty hot do you want to chat sometime" So thats were it started we exchanged emails and it was on with the full on conversations! We were on the net all night and most of the morning! This was the first person I had ever chatted to on msn that wasn't all about web camming or asking if your a top or a bottom! He was the first person who was interested to talk about me and be interested just as i was him!
We had spoken on the net for every night till late for the next week! Getting to know each other well! finding out things that we have never told other people before! Peter being the caring person he was, was so understanding that i needed to get away to become myself as a person and after about 3 weeks of talking had offered to let me live with him in South Australia! I was so Overwhellmed, thinking omg someone is caring for how i feel and what i wanted! But this was still as mates nothing more nothing less just someone helping me get my new start in life!
Then still chatting everyday all day now we had each others numbers, and something was happening and changing it was going from just chatting to mates to kinda liking him!! I was getting a crush and i had a feeling he did too! so the more we chatted the more we were falling for each other and we spoke of many awesome things about what we want in life and were we want to be! and it matched up! Peter had spoken to me about his true feelings and he eventualy had asked me out! i was so over Whelmed with happiness it was an amazing feeling! We had talked about money and everything! i had told my boss i was leaving, my family, friends and had bought my ticket ready to go! Peter had told the most hardest person to tell his mum that he wants out and he found us a house. It was going so well. too well it was about 3 weeks before i was about to leave and peter spoke to me! telling me he had made out with a guy! i was shoked but i didn't mind coz it was nothing! we were saying we loved eachother and had big big planes for our lifes! but i fucked up too a few days befor i had left i had done the same i got with someone too! i had fucked up so much but i was so scared just as peter was thinking that it might not work. we both were!
But the day had come when i was getting my first flight to another straight to be with the person i say i loved! and he was saying the same too me! then i was so nervus i had some drinks on the plane hoping it would make me feel more at ease! It didn't too see someone for the first day was the scarest day of my life! and then it happened i saw this person ihad been waiting soo long too meet! it was amazing and the first hug was weird but i loved every second of it! it was weird knowing that i had to meet his parents the same day too! lol my first day in the south was amazing! after our drive home Peter and I went back to our new house it was amazing i was in the state with the most amazing person ever! we had spoke and it was weird thinking what would happen and how it would happen i was thinking i wounder what he wants to say to me! it was weird! we had talked about who would make the same move and who would do this and that!!
Peter had decided i would make the first move! but i was a pussy and couldn't do it! so in the heat of the moment Peter had kissed me and boy it was s awesome and then i said " about time" and then it was on we were making out like never had done befor! it was beautiful!i had never felt so special when someone just knew how to touch me we were kissing for about an hour and a half it was amazing! Then Peter said i am taking you out for dinner and we are going to the movies! now peter loves horror so we had decided to go see Slither lol. But dinner was amazing i had never gone on a date like this befor we talked for ages and enojoyed our meal like nothing befor! it was amazing we played footzies and everything then the movie! we saw a movie with no one else in it! it was just perfect and ment to be! we sat in the movies holding eachother and watching the movie, kissing and doing some fun stuff if you know what i mean! it was beautiful. I never wanted the movie to stop! and it took so long and it was awesome!
The movie was over and it was time to go home now! andi was so scared to think what was going to happen! but nothing did we spoke and spoke all night! then we kissed and held each other all night waking up in the middle of the night to kiss again it was beautiful! we held each other all night and it was the most awesomest night of my life!
I will always treasure the first time always i will leave it at this coz it is hurting so much to re think all of it! i miss it and i wish i still had it! the begginging was so beautiful knowing that we didn't have sex! but it was truly amazing and i loved all of it and i hope he did too!!!
It all started about Feburay last year! I had just started to use myspace.... and then this guy had clicked on me and said "hey i love your hair and your pretty hot do you want to chat sometime" So thats were it started we exchanged emails and it was on with the full on conversations! We were on the net all night and most of the morning! This was the first person I had ever chatted to on msn that wasn't all about web camming or asking if your a top or a bottom! He was the first person who was interested to talk about me and be interested just as i was him!
We had spoken on the net for every night till late for the next week! Getting to know each other well! finding out things that we have never told other people before! Peter being the caring person he was, was so understanding that i needed to get away to become myself as a person and after about 3 weeks of talking had offered to let me live with him in South Australia! I was so Overwhellmed, thinking omg someone is caring for how i feel and what i wanted! But this was still as mates nothing more nothing less just someone helping me get my new start in life!
Then still chatting everyday all day now we had each others numbers, and something was happening and changing it was going from just chatting to mates to kinda liking him!! I was getting a crush and i had a feeling he did too! so the more we chatted the more we were falling for each other and we spoke of many awesome things about what we want in life and were we want to be! and it matched up! Peter had spoken to me about his true feelings and he eventualy had asked me out! i was so over Whelmed with happiness it was an amazing feeling! We had talked about money and everything! i had told my boss i was leaving, my family, friends and had bought my ticket ready to go! Peter had told the most hardest person to tell his mum that he wants out and he found us a house. It was going so well. too well it was about 3 weeks before i was about to leave and peter spoke to me! telling me he had made out with a guy! i was shoked but i didn't mind coz it was nothing! we were saying we loved eachother and had big big planes for our lifes! but i fucked up too a few days befor i had left i had done the same i got with someone too! i had fucked up so much but i was so scared just as peter was thinking that it might not work. we both were!
But the day had come when i was getting my first flight to another straight to be with the person i say i loved! and he was saying the same too me! then i was so nervus i had some drinks on the plane hoping it would make me feel more at ease! It didn't too see someone for the first day was the scarest day of my life! and then it happened i saw this person ihad been waiting soo long too meet! it was amazing and the first hug was weird but i loved every second of it! it was weird knowing that i had to meet his parents the same day too! lol my first day in the south was amazing! after our drive home Peter and I went back to our new house it was amazing i was in the state with the most amazing person ever! we had spoke and it was weird thinking what would happen and how it would happen i was thinking i wounder what he wants to say to me! it was weird! we had talked about who would make the same move and who would do this and that!!
Peter had decided i would make the first move! but i was a pussy and couldn't do it! so in the heat of the moment Peter had kissed me and boy it was s awesome and then i said " about time" and then it was on we were making out like never had done befor! it was beautiful!i had never felt so special when someone just knew how to touch me we were kissing for about an hour and a half it was amazing! Then Peter said i am taking you out for dinner and we are going to the movies! now peter loves horror so we had decided to go see Slither lol. But dinner was amazing i had never gone on a date like this befor we talked for ages and enojoyed our meal like nothing befor! it was amazing we played footzies and everything then the movie! we saw a movie with no one else in it! it was just perfect and ment to be! we sat in the movies holding eachother and watching the movie, kissing and doing some fun stuff if you know what i mean! it was beautiful. I never wanted the movie to stop! and it took so long and it was awesome!
The movie was over and it was time to go home now! andi was so scared to think what was going to happen! but nothing did we spoke and spoke all night! then we kissed and held each other all night waking up in the middle of the night to kiss again it was beautiful! we held each other all night and it was the most awesomest night of my life!
I will always treasure the first time always i will leave it at this coz it is hurting so much to re think all of it! i miss it and i wish i still had it! the begginging was so beautiful knowing that we didn't have sex! but it was truly amazing and i loved all of it and i hope he did too!!!