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Hello... I'm bored, tired, lonely... like always... I know most poeple don't like my whine sessions, cause they seem to be quite frequent the times I do write in this thing... but its just nothing exciting goes on anymore... It's just the same ole routine, with the same ole everything... I work, I school, rarely i go out... just the times when ben is home, or ali actually invites me somewhere... thats another thing... UI'm stuck with ali... I mean she's all i pretty much got as a connection to the outside world, but what a sucky connection.... She annoys me to no end with her babbling and her never ending problems and her... well being her.... it'd probabley be differnt if i didn't date her... I guess i just feel left out, everyone else has totally different lives where there is no me... I don't mean to be selfish or anything, I'm glad that everyone is happy in their new surroundings, but I'm just not happy with the way things turned out for me, and its nobody's fault but my own... Gay. Alright I'm gonna go work out or something, get my mind off things.... Really fucking Gay....
-J-
-J-