Mar 20, 2005 22:27
Holy Shit...that was the SHITTIEST
weekend ever.....I found out about a few things that have kinda irked
me...very much so...I've also come to the conclusion that there are
some ppl out there that are willing to betray me...it's funny because I
put a lot of trust into this person..a lot of care...and they go off
and betray me or do something stupid that makes me lose respect for
them...maybe I shouldn't worry about it too much though...I hate to do
it..but it's the only way....now I sound like some stupid sap...I don't
want attention, I don't want pity or sympathy...I don't want to become
a stupid idiot that relies on games to relieve his tensions and blames
other things of his life on others.....I just want to be.....I don't
know what I want to be anymore....
Can I trust you?
Can I believe you?
Why would you do that?
I don't know.....why....
Leave me be and let me die peacefully....