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so life...well..sucks.
i know i said i wasn't going to wright me feelings anymore?? well i lied.
he has a girlfriend.. yup.. a girlfriend.. after 2WEEKS.
2 fucking weeks.. ouch.. that effin' hurts.
yesterday just sucked.
a)it was suppose to be 6 months.
b)i found out he ALREADY has a new found love interest.
c)i read his profile... BIG mistake.. it just made me feel worse.
d)turns out the profile was updated on the 22nd.. which is exactilly 2 weeks after we broke up. and to add to that.. he called me the friday ngiht.. yes.. member the phone call that i talked about.. the one that made me happy! well the hell with that. im just stupid because for some stupid, that night i must have taken retard pills. because i managed to you know. minuderstand any impression he was making.
so my life sucks royal ass.
and today i wrote a note. tohim. but ill only ype it t him if he starts a convo with me.
oh yea.. so ive also come to the conclusion that. this was a reason he DIDNT metion to me while break up with me.. becauseeeeeee. she had been in his name with jokes before.. so they were talking.. so pretty much it was me all over again. he was tlaking to me when he was dateing someone. and i told him i was scared about him doing it again.. but ha! im an idiot. a fucking moron.
and life sucks.
so fuck it.
i know i said i wasn't going to wright me feelings anymore?? well i lied.
he has a girlfriend.. yup.. a girlfriend.. after 2WEEKS.
2 fucking weeks.. ouch.. that effin' hurts.
yesterday just sucked.
a)it was suppose to be 6 months.
b)i found out he ALREADY has a new found love interest.
c)i read his profile... BIG mistake.. it just made me feel worse.
d)turns out the profile was updated on the 22nd.. which is exactilly 2 weeks after we broke up. and to add to that.. he called me the friday ngiht.. yes.. member the phone call that i talked about.. the one that made me happy! well the hell with that. im just stupid because for some stupid, that night i must have taken retard pills. because i managed to you know. minuderstand any impression he was making.
so my life sucks royal ass.
and today i wrote a note. tohim. but ill only ype it t him if he starts a convo with me.
oh yea.. so ive also come to the conclusion that. this was a reason he DIDNT metion to me while break up with me.. becauseeeeeee. she had been in his name with jokes before.. so they were talking.. so pretty much it was me all over again. he was tlaking to me when he was dateing someone. and i told him i was scared about him doing it again.. but ha! im an idiot. a fucking moron.
and life sucks.
so fuck it.