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so life is well.. i don't know really..
it's like that song 'Used to the pain'
deep down i really don't want to move on.. but i know i'm going to have too. The phone call made me happy....really happy..
but it feels like i imgined it.
gay.. i know lol. but that's how ti feels i can't even explain it. but anway.
maybe i should stop fucking wrighting in hereabout stupid feelings.. and move onto something else lol. i can't remeber the last tim i just wrote about my da.. maybe when i thought life was good.. ha! that MUST have been a long ass time ago. but anyway..
so my boss decided to move in to the kitchen to become a cook.. man.. does she NOT understand what she's getting herself into.. i really don't want to get yelled at for messing food up.. but anyway. jeremy told me that everyone loses hours by thanksgiving. so im taking my resume into 'ValueMart' and making brendan give me a good reference so i ca work in gorgery. lol i'll be the only girl. I'll just make brendan and Doyle show me 'the ropes' lol. but i need money for everything.. especially chirstmas presents... i was soooooo-oh many people to buy for it ridiculous. plus. clothes and most likly drivers ed.
and hey if i need to escape for a bit... a train ticket. been awhile since i've needed one of those...
bleh... boys suck:( lol.. but i still like them. well when i said them i mean one.. lol thats not obvious..
so anyway. me and melissa are trying t find out where o show off our skanky hallowen costumes.. and since i have that week off.. this is my plan..
Im going to try andtake thanksgiving off, but i doubt it will happen.. but what he hell right?but i really wanna g down to CP with my family. and then i have to take the 21st, 22nd, and 23rd of october off becauseimight be going to Caleton Place with Kristi...well really its hem droping me off while they make their way to ottawa. therefore i can visit a 'few' people for the weekend. and then! i will take sunday the 30th off. so i can leave saturday afternoon on the bus, and go visit my wonderful friend zoe till sunday. and try and convince her to see fi there is a halloween party anywhere. but with my luck there won't be or she just wont want to go to it. lol. but what ever.
but thats my plan.. and that would be so kick ass if i could make it to cp.. well in my opinion it would be kick ass:) i dont know if it will b for anyone else but hey who cares:)
anyway.. i have tones of homework. ill try and cheer up.. bleh.
life sucks.
the end
it's like that song 'Used to the pain'
deep down i really don't want to move on.. but i know i'm going to have too. The phone call made me happy....really happy..
but it feels like i imgined it.
gay.. i know lol. but that's how ti feels i can't even explain it. but anway.
maybe i should stop fucking wrighting in hereabout stupid feelings.. and move onto something else lol. i can't remeber the last tim i just wrote about my da.. maybe when i thought life was good.. ha! that MUST have been a long ass time ago. but anyway..
so my boss decided to move in to the kitchen to become a cook.. man.. does she NOT understand what she's getting herself into.. i really don't want to get yelled at for messing food up.. but anyway. jeremy told me that everyone loses hours by thanksgiving. so im taking my resume into 'ValueMart' and making brendan give me a good reference so i ca work in gorgery. lol i'll be the only girl. I'll just make brendan and Doyle show me 'the ropes' lol. but i need money for everything.. especially chirstmas presents... i was soooooo-oh many people to buy for it ridiculous. plus. clothes and most likly drivers ed.
and hey if i need to escape for a bit... a train ticket. been awhile since i've needed one of those...
bleh... boys suck:( lol.. but i still like them. well when i said them i mean one.. lol thats not obvious..
so anyway. me and melissa are trying t find out where o show off our skanky hallowen costumes.. and since i have that week off.. this is my plan..
Im going to try andtake thanksgiving off, but i doubt it will happen.. but what he hell right?but i really wanna g down to CP with my family. and then i have to take the 21st, 22nd, and 23rd of october off becauseimight be going to Caleton Place with Kristi...well really its hem droping me off while they make their way to ottawa. therefore i can visit a 'few' people for the weekend. and then! i will take sunday the 30th off. so i can leave saturday afternoon on the bus, and go visit my wonderful friend zoe till sunday. and try and convince her to see fi there is a halloween party anywhere. but with my luck there won't be or she just wont want to go to it. lol. but what ever.
but thats my plan.. and that would be so kick ass if i could make it to cp.. well in my opinion it would be kick ass:) i dont know if it will b for anyone else but hey who cares:)
anyway.. i have tones of homework. ill try and cheer up.. bleh.
life sucks.
the end