(no subject)
Ick. I don't really know where to begin.
The last few weeks for me have been really difficult. To start things off: MSU had Fall Mainstage Auditions. Being that there is a musical next fall, I had to find a song because, well lets face it, I'm a singer. So my friend Nancy and I sat down and looked for songs to sing together. We started by searching for songs by Kander & Ebb. We found a musical Steel Pier. As soon as I heard it, I knew I wanted to do this song Willing To Ride. So, weeks went on and the Thursday before auditions, I happened to ask Nancy what song she decided to do. And she says "Willing To Ride". I was completely shocked. She's known for weeks that I have wanted to do this song and she goes right under me and decides to do the same. Now in Theatre, its not a huge deal if two people do the same song. But, if those two people are friends, there's a little something called etiquette. There were millions of songs she could have chosen from but she picks the one song she knows that I want to do. Unbelievable. Now, this was like three weeks ago, we still haven't spoken much since. And its not like I'm acting angry or anything. I think she just knows she fucked up and now she's avoiding me. Anyway, I got called back for the musical, Cabaret. And I was stoked right. I worked so hard and it paid off. Well, I got the call back piece and prepared as much as I could. Call backs where last week Tuesday and cast list were supposed to go up this past Monday. Well, Sunday, while at work, I found out the lists were up. I was stoked. So when I got my break, I ran over to the auditorium and checked. Much to my dismay, I did not get the part. Imagine my anger. I am going to be a fucking SENIOR next year and I have yet to be cast in a mainstage production. Its bullshit is what it is. The Theatre Department pretends to offer opportunities. No, it offers careers for suck-ups and favorites. I fucking hate this school now and upon my graduation or departure from this hell, I'm going to hand a letter to every one of the directors here as a big fuck off. It will be awesome.
I really want to move to San Fransisco. Like really bad. It's such a beautiful city and it fits my personality very well. I already signed my lease for next year for East Lansing but maybe after that. I really want to, I don't know. We'll see what happens.
Well, I'mma go smoke.
The last few weeks for me have been really difficult. To start things off: MSU had Fall Mainstage Auditions. Being that there is a musical next fall, I had to find a song because, well lets face it, I'm a singer. So my friend Nancy and I sat down and looked for songs to sing together. We started by searching for songs by Kander & Ebb. We found a musical Steel Pier. As soon as I heard it, I knew I wanted to do this song Willing To Ride. So, weeks went on and the Thursday before auditions, I happened to ask Nancy what song she decided to do. And she says "Willing To Ride". I was completely shocked. She's known for weeks that I have wanted to do this song and she goes right under me and decides to do the same. Now in Theatre, its not a huge deal if two people do the same song. But, if those two people are friends, there's a little something called etiquette. There were millions of songs she could have chosen from but she picks the one song she knows that I want to do. Unbelievable. Now, this was like three weeks ago, we still haven't spoken much since. And its not like I'm acting angry or anything. I think she just knows she fucked up and now she's avoiding me. Anyway, I got called back for the musical, Cabaret. And I was stoked right. I worked so hard and it paid off. Well, I got the call back piece and prepared as much as I could. Call backs where last week Tuesday and cast list were supposed to go up this past Monday. Well, Sunday, while at work, I found out the lists were up. I was stoked. So when I got my break, I ran over to the auditorium and checked. Much to my dismay, I did not get the part. Imagine my anger. I am going to be a fucking SENIOR next year and I have yet to be cast in a mainstage production. Its bullshit is what it is. The Theatre Department pretends to offer opportunities. No, it offers careers for suck-ups and favorites. I fucking hate this school now and upon my graduation or departure from this hell, I'm going to hand a letter to every one of the directors here as a big fuck off. It will be awesome.
I really want to move to San Fransisco. Like really bad. It's such a beautiful city and it fits my personality very well. I already signed my lease for next year for East Lansing but maybe after that. I really want to, I don't know. We'll see what happens.
Well, I'mma go smoke.