Behind My Smile
By: Jillian Ashley (that's me
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Summary: Freya is a good friend of Liam. She likes Liam ever since, but she doesn't have the courage to tell it to her friend. Liam, on the other hand, have feelings for Freya's cousin, Erika. He asked his Freya for help. He wants Freya to help him on courting Freya's cousin. This breaks Freya's heart. But being Liam's childhood friend, she didn't refused instead she help him. How long will Freya keep her feelings? How will she handle the pain she bears? What's gonna happen between Liam and Freya?
(well, you will not know the answers unless you read the story.. hahaha!!!)
~the second part of my story... hope you will enjoy reading it... (^_~)
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Days passed by and Liam started to court Freya’s cousin, Erika. Liam asked for Freya’s advices. He knew that Freya’s advice will never let him down. And then one day, Liam asked Erika to be his girlfriend and Erika answered, “Yes! I want to be your girlfriend.” This sentence really made Liam so happy. He became excited to tell it to Freya.
“Freya,” Liam shouted her name with a smile in his face.
“What’s wrong? Are you alright you seem to be so happy,” Freya asked Liam confusedly.
Liam hugged Freya so tightly and said, “Thank you very much! You are the best, Freya!”
Freya doesn’t have any clue on what was Liam talking about. And she can hardly breathe because Liam is hugging him so tightly. Then Liam let her go.
“Freya! She said, yes! She said, yes,” Liam said happily.
“Huh,” Freya said, without any clue on what Liam was talking about.
“Don’t you get it? She is now my girlfriend! Erika and I are now in a relationship,” Liam said.
Freya was shocked on what Liam had said. She doesn’t know what to say or do.
“Freya? Are you okay? Is there something wrong? Aren’t you happy that Erika and I are in a relationship now,” Liam said worriedly.
Freya looked at Liam and said, “Of course I’m happy!” She said it with a smile in her face, even though it hurts inside.
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That night it was raining hard and Freya was in her room. The lights were off and she was sitting near the window, crying like the rain falls from the sky. She was thinking about what Liam said to her this afternoon. “Why I am crying? I should be happy for them. I should be…” Freya said to herself.
Even though it’s hard for Freya to accept the fact that her cousin and her childhood friend, whom she love, is together, she must accept it.
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Every day seems to get a little hard for Freya. She is depressed and frustrated. When she is looking at Liam and Erika, she became jealous. But she must keep her feelings in to herself because she doesn’t want to ruin their relationship because of her.
While Freya is secretly hurt, Liam is getting happier every time he is with his girlfriend. He doesn’t notice any sadness that her childhood friend bears. And when Liam and his girlfriend have a little fight, he consults Freya for an advice.
Months passed and Freya is being more depressed. She always cries in her room. Her parents don’t have any clue on why their daughter is acting that way.
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She always wears a mask to pretend that she is alright. But as they say, ‘All things come to an end’ and Freya starts to realize that she, now, can’t control her feelings. She must release it or else she will become insane.
One night, Freya plan to tell her feelings for Liam for the last time. So she decided to go to Liam’s House. It was December and the blow of wind is cold, but the snow isn’t yet falling. While Freya is walking in the street, she was thinking on how she was going to tell Liam that she like him, sincerely.
Freya was spaced out and she didn’t realize that a truck is passing by. She cross the street, the driver was drunk and wasn’t focusing at the road at all. He didn’t notice Freya passing by. Freya was hit by the truck. Her body fall from the ground, and then the first fall of the snow came. Her body was lying on the cold gound. Her blood was slowly spreading. Many people were shocked. Many people feel so sorry for the young woman. The driver was shocked. He went down to his truck and brings Freya to the hospital.
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~ohh... sad, isn't it?? please don't kill me... T.T this story really touched me... I'm amaze.. I never thought that I could write a sad story like this.. but I love it... I don't know why but when I'm thinking of a story... I like the protagonist to die... ohh... but I'll try to write a story that their will be a happy ending.. hehehehe.....