{Fic} Defeated By Fate
Defeated By Fate
By: JiLLiaN AsHLeY
Pairing: AKame
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I don’t own them…
Summary: Will you still continue to fight, if you know that you wouldn’t really stand a chance? Will you try to move on, if you still love the person? Will you forget the past, if you know that it’s the only way to get into the future? And will you still try to love, if you know it’s really wrong?
A/N: My second set of drabbles… ^^ I hope you enjoy reading them… I want to write something about warning you about my drabble.. but i guess, i'll just make it a secret and let you guys check it out.. XD i hope you guess what it is.. or not.. *hides* i hope you guess what it is.. ignore me and just enjoy the drabble... ^^ Comments are as welcome as ever.. (^_^)
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Will you still continue to fight, if you know that you wouldn’t really stand a chance?
“Seeing you walking down the aisle is like a dream come true, though I’m not the one who’s walking along with you, Jin,” Kame to himself as he sees Jin walking with his bride towards him.
“Dearly Beloved, we are gathered together here in the sign of God - and in the face of this company - to join together this man and this woman in holy matrimony, which is commended to be honorable among all men…” “No matter how much I want to stop your wedding, I can’t. Because you belong to someone now and I belong to God.”
Will you try to move on, if you still love the person?
“No matter how many woman I marry, you will always be the one in my heart,” Jin said to himself as he place the wedding ring to his bride’s ring finger. “Kazuya, my heart was once yours and will only be yours”.
“You may now, kiss the bride,” the young priest said. The kiss was soft and sweet for the others but for the young priest it was the worst. “Seeing you with someone is so painful but accepting the truth is too much. I wish you happiness, Jin. If only I’m still allowed to love you, I will still love you.”
Will you forget the past, if you know that it’s the only way to get into the future?
“Congratulations on your new baby,” Kame smiled. A smile that tries to hide the truth.
“Thanks,” the only respond that Jin can only think of. Jin’s wife held a party for their first born and unfortunately, he invited Kame.
“So, what’s the name of the baby?” the young priest asked.
“Akanishi Kazuya,” Jin’s wife butts in to the conversation. “It was name after you, Father.”
Kame forced to smile. He felt more hurt, although he doesn’t really know why. “You shouldn’t name your son after me.”
“But Jin didn’t disagree with me, right honey?”
Jin nod for agreement but to be honest, he doesn’t like the idea being name his son after his ex lover. “You will only be the Kazuya I will ever know”.
Will you still try to love, if you know it’s really wrong?
“What do you want to confess?” Kame asked. He was currently inside the confession booth, accepting every people who want to confess their sins.
“I want to confess about a sin that I can’t force myself to stop doing it,” the voice on the other part of the booth said.
“The voice seems familiar” Kame said to himself. “And what is it, my friend?”
“I once loved someone so dearly and until now, I still love him,”
Kame starts to control his tears, “Could it be?”
“Father, even though we had separated are ways many years ago. I can't stop myself from loving him,”
“Jin”
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A/N: Ok, i know it's not really good.. =( and i'm so sorry about that.. i'm lack of inspiration but i'm trying to get on with it.. so please bear with my crappy work... ^^; And i want to give credit to this site for the vow that i used for Kame in this drabble...