it was the nite i was waiting for forever...and just like that, it was over

[jilibean]

so prom was yesterday, and i have to say, with everything. the good, the bad...it was one of the best nites of my life. first of all, my love was there (tai) and he looked absolutley amazing, and so did i, lol so we fit each other. my limo driver had no idea of where she was going half the nite, and all the stops we had to make we didnt get to prom till like 9 something, meanwhile prom started 2 hours before that. we only had the limo till 12, so we had to leave at 11 figuring we needed it to drop us off at the cruise location. she told us that our contract was up till 12, and that if we went over we wud have to pay $143. coming from leonards, she missed like 3 exits, plus there was all this traffic, so we didnt end up getting to the cruise till like 12 30. we went over but we didnt have to pay. everryone looked gorgeous. dollz, tasha, chris, glenn, vikki, maikarfi (esp) its her boobs. lol. tai was like u look absolutely beautiful. =) wow. i wudnt have rather been there with anyone else. at the cruise we danced, laughed, sneaked a few kisses, it was fun. at prom the chicken was good, and tai was doing his dance moves. it was his b-day!. and i was gonna take him out to eat last nite...but he doesnt kno how to return anyones calls! grrr. tai slept on me half the nite. in the limo, at the cruise, in the cab home lol. he had to get up at 7, to go to school for detention. he told me he was like a walking zombie. wen we left the cruise to go home, we shared a cab and went to sleep on each other. he was like jillian cmon wake up, wake up. lol. u gotta get up, ur mom will kill me if u dont get home safely. i got in at 5:00 in the morning and slept till 4 05. lee called me, jessica, i was sooo tired. i called tai thurs at 4 20 and he didnt call me back..i did want to take him out to eat. i went back to sleep at 5, and didnt wake up till 11 10. i was exhausted..i still am. he calls at like 1, saying he got my message and that he wanted to call me back, he thought i was mad at him. i told him i wasnt i just figured he was tired. he told me he wanted to tell me something...so i was like yeah...he got really nervous and said that he was thinking it for a while, and that wen i told him on the cruise that he never says what hes thinking, i was right. he says:"im gonna be a man about this and tell u exactly how i feel.." u looked so amazing yesterday, and i was in such amazment of u, and im so happy to be with u. i i have strong feelings for you, then he was like "jilly girl"...i got love for you...i love u...i was like aww omg...hes like i dont want u to say anything, dont say anything. so i didnt. i kno he meant he has strong feelings for me and its deep, and he loves the idea of me, i just dont think hes "in love"with me yet...its weird it seems like we knew each other for longer...wen im with him, its like i look at him and see his soul...wut we seem to have (started) is so real...i pray it really is. it IS LIKE magic...corny but true.

~CiAo~
*Jilly*