Don't Ask...
Ever notice how things always seem to find a way to work themselves out? Nothing is impossible; could that be true? Is there always going to be a solution? Yeah, I suppose. It may not always be a simple solution, but a solution nevertheless. You may have to 'search' to find an answer, but somewhere out there, your answer is waiting. Then, there are things you think will never get better. That's wrong though. It will get better. Maybe not on its own, and maybe not for years on end, but yes, oh yes, things will get better. You can move on. Or can you?
Sometimes I wonder if I actually like him, or if I'm just thinking about the memories. But then, if you think about it, all I really have right now are the memories. It's not even like it was so incredibly long ago, but I haven't seen him in a while. Rather than calling him to tell him I like him, or even just to talk, I just wonder what would happen if he knew I liked him. I wonder if he likes me too, and I think about everything we've talked about. Is it worth telling him? What if he's thinking the same thing as me right now? I do and don't want to find out. So, I'll leave it a mystery. I like to wonder. But I still sort of wish I knew.
Uh, anyway...Summer reading=done. Susan told me that A Tree Grows In Brooklyn was a good book. So, I listened to her, and tried to pay close attention. I just couldn't get into it at first, but toward the end, and I mean the very end, like the last few chapters, the whole book started to make sense to me. Then, of course, it ended, and I was left with nothing to look at but a blank page in the back of the book. So sad. New book for me.
School is tomorrow. TOMORROW. I'm partially excited and way nervous at the same time. I get to see people that I haven't seen since graduation, and new people, but high school. Wow. It's a whole new place. Just when I got used to Breed, it was time to go. =[ But now, Classical. I wonder if I'll like it there as much as I liked Breed (not so much the school itself, but the people and memories I associate with the building). Only four more years of school. Four, then I'm done (with the exception of college). It's weird. A new building, new people, new teachers, new routine, same me. I'm not ready for high school yet! But I wonder what it'll be like when I get there tomorrow...
Sometimes I wonder if I actually like him, or if I'm just thinking about the memories. But then, if you think about it, all I really have right now are the memories. It's not even like it was so incredibly long ago, but I haven't seen him in a while. Rather than calling him to tell him I like him, or even just to talk, I just wonder what would happen if he knew I liked him. I wonder if he likes me too, and I think about everything we've talked about. Is it worth telling him? What if he's thinking the same thing as me right now? I do and don't want to find out. So, I'll leave it a mystery. I like to wonder. But I still sort of wish I knew.
Uh, anyway...Summer reading=done. Susan told me that A Tree Grows In Brooklyn was a good book. So, I listened to her, and tried to pay close attention. I just couldn't get into it at first, but toward the end, and I mean the very end, like the last few chapters, the whole book started to make sense to me. Then, of course, it ended, and I was left with nothing to look at but a blank page in the back of the book. So sad. New book for me.
School is tomorrow. TOMORROW. I'm partially excited and way nervous at the same time. I get to see people that I haven't seen since graduation, and new people, but high school. Wow. It's a whole new place. Just when I got used to Breed, it was time to go. =[ But now, Classical. I wonder if I'll like it there as much as I liked Breed (not so much the school itself, but the people and memories I associate with the building). Only four more years of school. Four, then I'm done (with the exception of college). It's weird. A new building, new people, new teachers, new routine, same me. I'm not ready for high school yet! But I wonder what it'll be like when I get there tomorrow...