Blahhh
So, I was with Susan today, and when we were at the park, we ran into Darrin. We were walking to my house to get a jacket, and Darrin came with us. Then, while walking back toward the park, Susan had to go home. I kept walking with Darrin, and we ended up going to get Anthony. So, I hung out with them for a while, and here I am now. Home. Ew.
AND, the guy I like thinks I like someone else, which is good and bad at the same time. Good-he doesn't know I like him, so I don't have to worry about hearing he doesn't like me back. Bad-he doesn't know I like him, so I won't find out if he does like me back. I hate that. But, I don't think he likes me back, so maybe its better that I just think it rather than know it. Maybe it would be better if I knew, so I could get used to the idea and not get my hopes up. My hopes aren't up though.
I really wouldn't take back a day of it, and every time I see him, it kills me. At the same time, I can't stand to be around him, but I love being with him. If only people knew what I was thinking. Boys complicate everything, with more stress than necessary. I don't want to deal with them yet, but I can't seem to get them [him] off my mind. He's not the only thing I think about, but he definitely occupies more of my thoughts than anything else. I wish...
AND, the guy I like thinks I like someone else, which is good and bad at the same time. Good-he doesn't know I like him, so I don't have to worry about hearing he doesn't like me back. Bad-he doesn't know I like him, so I won't find out if he does like me back. I hate that. But, I don't think he likes me back, so maybe its better that I just think it rather than know it. Maybe it would be better if I knew, so I could get used to the idea and not get my hopes up. My hopes aren't up though.
I really wouldn't take back a day of it, and every time I see him, it kills me. At the same time, I can't stand to be around him, but I love being with him. If only people knew what I was thinking. Boys complicate everything, with more stress than necessary. I don't want to deal with them yet, but I can't seem to get them [him] off my mind. He's not the only thing I think about, but he definitely occupies more of my thoughts than anything else. I wish...