Dec 11, 2006 16:58
I just wrote a song. It's the first one in five months. It's such a release...a relief. I feel like I can breathe again. I know this might sound dramatic, but I'm being completely serious. For the past couple months, I've almost felt like I've lost myself...purposefully almost. I wanted to transform into anything that wasn't me prior to June 22, 2006. I did. But I also lost one of my passions, one of my drives, one of my dreams. Music. Song. Lyrics. Words. The power that lies in creating such entities of life and emotion...is so overwhelming and satisfying at the same time. Repetition of such entities will wear. They did.
But today...a new revelation...a new joy...a new life...a new freedom.
It feels so good.