april
so, hoes! it has been a long time since ive utilized this thing, and then i realized that for most of you, it doesnt really matter because you see me and so you know how im doing, but for the few of you who live in other countries and such (you know who you are) it might be nice if i updated more consistently so you at least know that im not dead. so, to sum up my life at the moment: spring break ended about two weeks ago, and it was great because me and yvette hung out all week and it was like a big BFF love feast, which was great because we hadnt had time to see each other much during the last few quarters. now she is only working and i am happy because shell be making the $$s and be able to take me out. i mean pay me the money she owes me. i mean not have money problems anymore. yeah, that last one. and also, in theory, she will have more free time in the evenings to play with me. so yay for new job! she doesnt know it yet, but i kind of want to make her suits for work because ive never made a suit before, but im afraid it might be too involved of a project for right now, so well see. both kim and my cousin sharon are having babies (everyone is popping them out like its going out of style these days) and so ive been crocheting a whole lot and im almost kind of sort of done with gifts. this quarter im taking inorganic chem and the lab and im really excited because in class they say things like "molecular orbital theory" and "coordination complex" and "octohedral symmetry" which makes me really happy. im also supposed to be trying to get into a lab so that i can do my..dun dun dun...thesis!! which will probably take me until the end of fall quarter or so. so i guess ill be in this place a little longer. which is ok, i dont really mind another six months here, just as long as i dont have to look for housing again. so hopefully they will let us renew our lease. other than that things have been pretty much ok, i havent been doing too much, just hanging around and schooling. ive been going up to visit amelia in the city way more than i thought i would, because i miss that little ho, and she never comes down. my sister was here for a few days and we mainly hung around, shopped, and ate, the three things we do best. that and wear false noses. there is a boy who works at staff of life that i have been eyeing, and he has a big nose and a nice face. and he told me my jacket was awesome one time, and i wasnt even at his register. maybe it means something. or maybe he just liked my jacket. anyway, after that i almost ran him over on his skateboard, but he might not have known it was me because it was dark out. so i guess that is pretty much a summary...oh yeah, one more thing..i have a friend who isnt talking to me (for what reasons, i will not go into, and i would in fact say that i dont actually know) and at first it seemed horrible and i was really upset but now im beginning to feel like maybe its a good thing, maybe i dont ever want to talk to him again. maybe its better this way, because if the friendship is so fake that you cant even talk about what happened or whats wrong, what is the point in having it? i really only tend to keep real friendships around me, and people who dont want to be open and honest with me really have no place in my life because its completely pointless to be friends with someone who isnt going to be there when things get tough or kind of akward, and who every second, you keep feeling like you have to guess whether or not theyre lying to you or hiding something. so yeah..thats pretty much life in the sc, with a few shows thrown in here and there. peas out, yall.