to all the drama queens who insist on airing their private business on livejournal....

[jigglypuff9]

ok so here it is. first of all, i think you all are being pretty immature. and you know who you are, and i will name you because i am not afraid to say things to people's faces. im taking about the mess between chrissy, christyal, patrick, and gina (and i guess sean since theres alot of hate there). first of all, im really worried about all of you

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[hyphywifey]

I understand that you feel like you are caught in the middle of all this shit and i thank you for going right out and saying what you feel and using names because it makes all this much easier. However, I would like to point out my main problem with this whole thing: All that you have been HEARING is HEAR-say. You know very little about my feelings on this matter because i haven't TOLD you anything. And what you are HEARING must not be true. "like all i hear is that christyal is badmouthing sean in public again," Like that sentence. What the fuck?! If by publicly badmouthing you mean i wrote "i am over sean rau" as my facebook status and the black and white pictures i had of him hanging in the glass cases in the art department. Which, if any of you had seen, which i willing to doubt, you would have noticed that the photos were censored, you couldn't see his face and the erect cock? Well it wasn't attached to a face so it could have easily been patrick's dick. I hardly count either of those things as badmouthing sean. In fact my pictures where very elegant and flattering and much better than the nude self-portraits of himself in almost the exact style, that he hung himself for open studios. All of you know damn well that those pictures were not horrible and meant to "slander" him. They were meant to prove a point and i don't expect any of you to understand. But i had to do that shit for me and my art, as gay as it sounds. I had to hang those pictures to give closure to a certain era in my art career. So please, enough with the pictures= christyal is spawn of satan. You can be pissed, but i could care less and it's in the past, can't take it back and wouldn't, so get over it. Either way, i don't think that is "badmouthing" since no one besides us knows that he and i aren't friends, they just looked like artsy photos.

On thanksgiving at the Mahoney house, where you were not, i got real drunk, blacked out and apparently starting saying stupid shit about Sean. Up until then, i have made an huge effort to not talk about sean, especially in public. I know Chrissy and Yvette think i have mental problems because i got too drunk and started acting stupid, but that is what alcohol does to you. You act stupid. When people get too drunk and piss in someone's kitchen or fuck someone random, i don't think they have mental problems. I think gee, they had too much to drink. I don't know who the fuck has been telling you that i have been shooting my mouth off, but for once, i haven't. This is exactly the kind of shit i am over. The people spreading stories around that are embellished, if not a whole straight up lie.

It is true that when i get mad i normally yell, i understand that you and many others don't think this is good. But i can and have talked things out like a normal person, believe it or not. I know you think saying the shit i do makes me look bad. I hate to break it to all of you, but i don't really care what people think and i do what i want. If i cared about making myself look bad, i would let people walk all over me like chrissy does. I do NOT let people walk all over me. And if i feel like you have walked on me, then i drop you. Whether you are my best friend or some random person on the street. And if any of you really hung out with me or cared to know what i feeling or thinking, you would know that i am pretty much over the sean thing, i just can't seem to go three steps without finding out some new shit that he said about me, or a new lie i found him in, or chrissy talking about his business whenever she can. It makes it hard to let something go when new shit keeps getting brought up every other day. I wish i hadn't drank too much and said that shit, but i did. Oh well, its not like my "business" hasn't been spread amongst the land by sean and chrissy and god knows who else. Whatever, i'll take one for the team and sean should too. This is what happens when you betray your best friends, shit goes down.