Feb 07, 2005 23:22
Wow...I just love how one minute everything is going great, and the next everything goes to complete shit.
I've made a shit load of mistakes lately.
Not only is that going wrong, but now my parents started getting angry with me again. It's about the same crap, school. I thought everything was fine. I thought my mom realized that I was going to transfer next year and go far away. Now, I don't know if she was just pretending like she was ok with it, like she thought I was just in a stage and that I'd come out of it. I called her yesterday because I was filling out an application to University of Massachusetts. I had a question, I needed some information. She asked me a question about something and I replied, and the phone cut out I suppose and she asked me again, I replied with the same answer. She started to raise her voice and asked me again, of course this made me raise my voice and I replied with the same answer. Once she found out I needed the information for an application, she got real bitchy and asked where the application was to. I told her and then she got real quiet. Never a good sign with her. I didn't have anything else to say to her so I told her thanks and that I'd talk to her later. She just said "whatever, bye." I just don't get the woman. Just last week, I got a letter from UConn telling me to send my transcripts (which they were already sent, either in the mail or some hold up in the registar's office) and my mom called me to tell me that. She didn't seem upset. She called and asked me if I wanted her to open the letter, she didn't know if it was an acceptance letter or not. She almost seemed excited. Crazy woman, she's about to drive me crazy...
Works about ready to drive me crazy too. I feel like that's all I do. I have like 5 days off this month. Not to mention I just got a call today from work asking if I could work two more days. I didn't have my schedule so I told them I'd call back. One of the days is this Saturday, which I don't mind, not like I have anything to do. But I want to know who I'm with and how long I have to work. Then the other day...is the 26th...for one, I work from midnight until 9 am that day or well Sunday morning. Why the fuck would I want to work Saturday morning or afternoon? They have to think I'm nuts. Of course, being me I'll probably say I can work if it's only for a few hours...Maybe I won't though. Maybe I'll suprise myself.
School sucks, and I'd like to quit. That's all I have to say about that.