Short Week
This week flew by! Monday I only had 1 out of 4 of my classes. But we went to an art museum at Augustana so that more than made up for the classes let me tell you. The rest of the days just flew by too. I have a lot of homework building up...I should really get started on the long-term stuff. I just really don't wanna. I really might just spend the whole weekend doing that, starting everything.
Last night went out. It was ok until I didn't feel well at like 1:30 or so. Couldn't walk just layed there. Felt like I was goiing to get sick if I barely moved. Wasn't fun. Damn alcohol. I think tonight we girls might go see "Friday Night Lights" with Mr. McGraw. Well we actually heard it was really good so we want to see it. But then we heard "Ladder 49" was really good too. It's going to be a hard decision.
I hate messing things up. Always tends to happen with me. I mess things up with friends, with parents, and with guys. It's inevitable to happen. It's just me. Things are going great for a while and BAM! There's a huge block in the road. It usually stops everything and sometimes ends things...not good. That's really not what I want right now. I don't want to lose what I have right now. He's the best thing I've ever had in my life. I love him so much. I don't think he knows how much I love him and care for him. Yeah I make stupid mistakes, but so does everyone. It's especially hard though since the distance thing. I understand that and did not intentionally try to mess things up. Why would I do that? I don't think I'm that stupid. I just really hope I didn't mess things up too badly...
I need to get going. I need a shower and need to start some homework...
I love you Mike!
Last night went out. It was ok until I didn't feel well at like 1:30 or so. Couldn't walk just layed there. Felt like I was goiing to get sick if I barely moved. Wasn't fun. Damn alcohol. I think tonight we girls might go see "Friday Night Lights" with Mr. McGraw. Well we actually heard it was really good so we want to see it. But then we heard "Ladder 49" was really good too. It's going to be a hard decision.
I hate messing things up. Always tends to happen with me. I mess things up with friends, with parents, and with guys. It's inevitable to happen. It's just me. Things are going great for a while and BAM! There's a huge block in the road. It usually stops everything and sometimes ends things...not good. That's really not what I want right now. I don't want to lose what I have right now. He's the best thing I've ever had in my life. I love him so much. I don't think he knows how much I love him and care for him. Yeah I make stupid mistakes, but so does everyone. It's especially hard though since the distance thing. I understand that and did not intentionally try to mess things up. Why would I do that? I don't think I'm that stupid. I just really hope I didn't mess things up too badly...
I need to get going. I need a shower and need to start some homework...
I love you Mike!