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Oct 10, 2004 16:45

Well, it's Sunday...the weekend is over. I've made it through yet another one. Actually it wasn't that bad really. Let's see...Friday night Jen and I drank margaritas in our rooms. Saturday we got up and went to the Homecoming game. We then went to Hobby Lobby and spent almost 2 hours there! But I got 2 really cool posters so I was excited. We also bought these posters and made signs for our rooms. So I dropped about $30 there...So we made our signs and spent about 2 hours or so on those. They look good though. :) After that we drank more in our room. More margaritas. We really didn't have that exciting of a weekend but we were productive...making signs and all.

Lately I've been feeling sort of homesick. I want to see my parents and be in my house. I'm going home on October 22nd though. I want to spend the whole weekend with my mom and dad. And Jiffy and Patches too!

I've felt bad lately...I've been spending too much money. And it's not my money so it makes me feel even worse. I've really been spending it on stupid things too. Like food and junk I don't need. Mom just put $50 in m account on Friday and I've already spend it all. Well basically all of it. :(

I keep going through these spurts...spurts of being really happy and crazy and then all of a sudden I don't feel like doing anything...almost like I'm depressed. I don't know what I have to be depressed about though...so it's weird.

Today it's still Jen and I. Susan and Alison aren't back yet. We just got done watching Prince and Me. I forgot how good it was. I mean like it's very unrealistic but the story is every girls dream. Finding prince charming...and having him be madly in love with you. And just when things seem like they aren't going to work out, they magically work out and you get to live happily ever after. The movie just made me think a lot...just a lot on how I want things to work out for me. I don't ever want to lose what I have right now. For some reason, I have a feeling right now like I'm going to...I hope not because I've never felt the way i feel now. I'm going to try so hard for it not to end. I never want it to. I'm so in love and it's amazing. The best feeling in the world. I'm just so lucky that I get to feel this way. I don't think most people find someone that makes them feel so special. It's just incredible... But I should get going Alison just got back...
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