Crazy Days

Aug 19, 2004 07:56

Well Courtney left for school this morning...I called her and said one more goodbye. Yesterday after work I went over to her house and we just hung out a little. Nat was over there too. Then when she took me home, we had one last hug and said goodbye. When I got out of her truck, tears started to come out. It was really sad. I don't want to think about everyone going to school and changing. It just makes me so sad. I don't want to grow up. Nat leaves Sunday, but I probably won't see her much cause she is going to spend her time with her boyfriend, which I totally don't blame her. But oh it's sad.

So lunch was good yesterday from Culvers. I had my chicken parmesan salad...excellent! I recommend. I was stuffed though, wasn't sure I'd be hungry for dinner, but of course I was. So I went home and went to Court's like I said then came back and tried to take a nap. But Jiffy wouldn't let me sleep. He had to bark at everything!

Went down to the restaruant last night with Ryan and had some dinner. I had a turkey sandwich and I made Ryan an Italian beef w/ cheese. He said it was the best he's had, I don't know if he was lying though. After that we went to his house and played Madden 2005, just guess who won? Oh I did!!! 41-21. He said he didn't take it easy but I don't know. We have a rematch after he practices. THen we watched some Olympics. Go USA! After watching the gymnastics I went home. I had a lot of fun though. It wasn't ackward like I thought it might be. I just acted my normal self. Joked around a lot. Couple of times I'd just get these urges to jump on him and start making out. Ok not really. Alright maybe a little. But I wouldn't do that. Not my style... I am not really one to make first moves with like kissing and other stuff. I'll be the first to start holding hands and cuddling, but not kissing. I think a guy should do that. I know they are scared and what not, but so are we! I really need to start going to bed earlier. I always go to bed at like 1 am or after and get up at 615. It's starting to catch up.

After work today I wanted to lay out, but it's raining. Maybe it will clear up. I definately need to swim or run though. Haven't done anything for like a week now.

It's my last weekend here :( Makes me sad. That's like all I can think about is going to school. So it may seem like that's all I talk about. Can't help it...

I need this morning to go by fast. I hate working. Only today and tomorrow though! It's cold again in here. Got the heater working. It always makes me tired though. I could fall asleep right now at my desk. Why does heat do that to people? Make them tired that is.

I really need to start packing. I can't move in my room. Can't get to my dressers or closet. I have clothes all over. And there are things for my dorm room all over too. I just don't know where to start. I always try to start. Might do that tonight, start that is. But I might not too.

I still need to do something with Nick and Debbie like we said we would. Time's running out. I think Nick moves in this weekend.

Damn it hasn't even been an hour yet! Come on...Well I don't have much to write about. Nothing interesting that is.
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