Tears, Fears, Hopes, and Dreams. ( a corny title for the Last day, Pearl Harbor,&etc
Yesterday was a good overall last day of school I think. I am finally a freshmen! It was sad tho bc I am not gonna see a few people anymore! ='( I got into another battle with Allison, and I just wanted to let her know that even tho I can be really insensitive to her feelings and really jerky I am sorry. I know a simple appology isn't enough for all I've done. I wish I could say something that would take everything back, but I know there aren't enough words in the dictionary to make everything normal again. I went to the movies yesterday with Ruchita, Danielle, Harley, Evan, Marcus, and Shane. We saw Pearl Harbor. It was a good, but long movie. I think I have to stop and appologize for something else right here too. Marcus and Shane, I'm sorry for leaving you stranded in the mall. It wasn't a very nice thing to do. I know you'll probably never forgive me for that, but I wish you would. I also got my new bed yesterday. It's really comfy.Not that anybody really cares tho. I have a feeling this will be a really long summer esp with my current battles going on. I just hope I have some friends left when we go back to school in the fall. I fear I am losing more everyday. I've lost 3 now. I hope to get atleast one of them back b4 school starts. She knows who she is now doesn't she? I won't see her all summer so I don't know if I'll have anytime to fix anything, but I know I'll try. I am really upset and angry over this. I need someone to talk to. Laterz~Jiffer