from his perspective.wonhadaJanuary 4 2010, 08:24:31 UTC
I can't help any of my friends, and I'm no good for anyone. I don't know what a family is or how to really love anyone, and all I do is try to give people what they want.
truth of the matter is.wonhadaJanuary 4 2010, 08:27:40 UTC
Haneul has no basis to go on for anything, and the people around him are dealing with real life issues. He's always been a little people pleasing guy because he figured that was the only way to get anyone to like him in any regard. So not being able to help? Actually gets to him a lot more than it should.
Areum is quite possibly more of what he needs in a friend than what he thinks she is, if only because her direct nature and opposition to him makes him stand back and reevaluate all that he is and does. It's why he's going to fall in love with her when the time is right, and why he'll never really get over it as long as she is the way she is.
He also isn't as capable of loving someone as he thinks he is. Not yet, at least. He's not shallow about things like appearances or wealth or even personality, but he is shallow in the sense that no one can get deep down into the core of his personality enough to make an impact that would change him. The day a girl can actually change him in a real sense is the day Haneul will really know what
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duck-hwa pov;farcicallyJanuary 4 2010, 08:26:35 UTC
I feel like the most selfish big brother. I screwed up and I can't even tell my brother why that gave me issues toward him, because it's not his fault. And all I want is more attention and not to be told I'm missed when I was sent away to school in the first place.
Ducky felt like he oppressed his siblings (not that they made him feel that way intentionally) by trying to be the big hero big brother type kinda guy to them in the end. He hates the fact that he can't explain honestly to Juju why he went to save Mika in Chicago, because he's only just started to realize what that's all about and he feels like it's made him betray him. He doesn't know how to deal with being in love, especially like this, so now he's trying to womanize to get through it and it just makes him feel worse to the point that he tries to be nice when he breaks up with his girlfriends. He won't even cheat on the girls
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from her perspective.diamantedJanuary 4 2010, 08:30:16 UTC
I'm too selfish and self-absorbed to let anyone in enough to love me ♥ And I use my public persona as a crutch to get over anything I don't really like. I also like~ letting people walk out of my life because I don't think I can make them happy.
Ah~! And I seriously think I let my parents die disappointed in me as a daughter, though I'm sure they were proud of me as a person ♥
truth of the matter is.diamantedJanuary 4 2010, 08:35:11 UTC
Choon-Hee analyzes everything about herself to a point that it isn't just others that see her as an object or an ideal, she sees herself as one. She holds herself up to standards that are superhuman and well beyond anything anyone around her expects, but she'll never see that because she doesn't understand people as well as she thinks.
Iseul is the love her life, there is no doubt about that. But she knows way too much about him for it to ever work out, and thankfully she at least recognizes that about it. She'd be constantly paranoid, depressed and close to irritated with letting him be anything more than her constant source of strength.
The real reason she hasn't been able to hold down a relationship? Is because no one has fought her for it. She's the girl that won't just give you herself in any way, though she teases you enough that you think she has or will. In fact, she can trick almost anyone into thinking she really loves them. She can because she thinks she really loves them. When she lets go and walks away she realizes she
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the truths;bitchtasticalJanuary 4 2010, 08:41:09 UTC
Her issues are ones she herself doesn't have. Like, she doesn't have self-esteem problems or a broken heart to mend. She believes in herself and the way she thinks one hundred percent, so when someone tells her that she's wrong or what she's doing is basically not the norm she scoffs. She doesn't see herself getting hit by her boyfriend as a problem, because if she had an issue with him she'd punch him. Everything is wrong in her world, but she doesn't view it that way. So, it's not so much that she has issues as she is just basically well-adjusted from always been this way. That's why when she's pushed about it being wrong too much, she lashes out and rebukes it because she absolutely cannot be wrong. There's nothing very honorary or good in her, but she is actually not as bad as she comes across. She likes what she likes and she also doesn't ever lie.
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I don't even know what I want or why...
How can I make anyone else happy this way?
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Areum is quite possibly more of what he needs in a friend than what he thinks she is, if only because her direct nature and opposition to him makes him stand back and reevaluate all that he is and does. It's why he's going to fall in love with her when the time is right, and why he'll never really get over it as long as she is the way she is.
He also isn't as capable of loving someone as he thinks he is. Not yet, at least. He's not shallow about things like appearances or wealth or even personality, but he is shallow in the sense that no one can get deep down into the core of his personality enough to make an impact that would change him. The day a girl can actually change him in a real sense is the day Haneul will really know what ( ... )
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Ah~! And I seriously think I let my parents die disappointed in me as a daughter, though I'm sure they were proud of me as a person ♥
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Iseul is the love her life, there is no doubt about that. But she knows way too much about him for it to ever work out, and thankfully she at least recognizes that about it. She'd be constantly paranoid, depressed and close to irritated with letting him be anything more than her constant source of strength.
The real reason she hasn't been able to hold down a relationship? Is because no one has fought her for it. She's the girl that won't just give you herself in any way, though she teases you enough that you think she has or will. In fact, she can trick almost anyone into thinking she really loves them. She can because she thinks she really loves them. When she lets go and walks away she realizes she ( ... )
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