at 6am, i woke up with that headache. my programs were running. it turned out there were some bugs and that was why it didn't stop running. fixed it and completed one project. it was about henon-heiles map, symplectic integration.. all big names for some not too difficult to grasp ideas. none of the classes i have taken came close to being as tough as that class on probabilistic method i took on the first sem, which felt like olympiad training. basically, the simpler the tools you have, the greater the ingenuity you need to possess. that is why combinatorists deserve a lot of respect.
at 6am, as i lay on my bed, my brain was going through not math, but clementi no. 3. omg. i have been playing that piece for so long, to the point it grows a little sickening. i didn't want to think of the tune, but it just came to me. i missed bach. i just want to play some of the easy pieces. those simple left hand pokes at the keyboard are so nice! simple, yet powerful orgasmic pokes which i hear other people produce, but which i never quite achieve. i am in the mood of trying out a new piece, say minuet in d minor. btw, i love burgmuller! i am at no. 4, la pastorale which really felt like you are in a farm with lots of mountains. that piece was SO nice! and the next one is la reunion, which really felt like reunion haha. duh. well this is what i felt, but people hearing how i play probably can't tell. my playing is still not good yet.
other than clementi, my brain is also full of dragon age. i can't wait for friday/monday to come, where my $100 citibank bestbuy voucher will transform into perhaps an ati radeon 4890, and my dragon age will become truly playable. oh yeah, i have gotten an original copy but i can't bear to play it. the graphics is set at the lowest and the framerate sucks. can i fast forward to monday, where i have automatically completed hopefully one more project. i wonder if i really get much of a good deal on monday.
another distraction is fairy tail anime. i like fairy tail, particularly Erza Scarlet as i have mentioned a couple of times. Check out episode 6. It's not that well animated but we got a good glimpse of Titania's awesomeness. Almost reminds me of Akroma Angel of Wrath. Omg, I have so many distractions in my life, but I love myself nonetheless.
Correction: It's not Akroma Angel of Wrath. It is Exalted Angel, a card that I have. It truly is the most sexy magic card ever printed.
http://www.distrimagic.com/images/20090923152746-exalted_angel.jpg http://www.gatheringmagic.com/?p=2787 OMG, look at no. 8. i can't believe it. an ogress?!? OK, I admit I am a racist.