What really matters

[jian_leigh]

So here I am again stuck with the question, What should I do?

I really don't know.

I kind of expect to want to do something, but more or less I just want to exist and be happy.

There are so many myths that I would like to live, but I don't live those, I live this life.

And right now I am mostly spinning around wondering what to do.  Which way do I need to go.  Which way can I travel.  What needs to happen now?

And I really don't know.  I also feel that I consistently ask these questions so much that I really am just spining the record again.

I expect to want to do somethin, to take on some level of responsibility that seems to perputuate itself, but more than not, I just continue to become clearer in who I am and what I enjoy doing.

I like to work out.  I like to work with spirit.  I like to meditate.  I like to write.  I like to sail.  Can I live an existence doing these things?

Jian Leigh