Funny how I always return to this space when it's about fathers or grandfathers. I made a kind of resolution to write more this year, and I think I did. But not in this space. In other fragments and scraps of paper, screens, small and big. But anyway, I am getting greater clarity about shifts needed, and a return to this simple means of turning ( Read more... )

It's been awhile. So why not restart. There are things lingering in the mind, and there is a need to get them out before I forget. And forgetfulness is becoming friendly ( Read more... )

once there was a bunch of people scared of a lot of things. they could perceive that their bodies were soft, that it breaks, splits apart, and unknown liquids flow out of them. they were aware that their bodies were in fact, full of fissures. holes, where some things enter, and some things depart ( Read more... )

watched flower in the pocket by liew seng tat last week. mainly because i caught one of his shorts a couple of years ago and was blown away by his weird sense of narrative and perspective. can't remember what the short film was called, but it featured a grandmother's fantasy and active desire with an old love - a young boy (starring seng tat ( Read more... )

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had a bunch of things to say, but it's all gone now. oh well.

there is usually something hiding behind the buildings that was just a moment ago, merely new; now, looking more and more like a maze i have to clamber through. big waves, the colour of deep seas, will stretch impossibly high to engulf any notions of sky. they are always heavy, always with unknown depths, always a painfully beautiful greenish ( Read more... )

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orchestrai saw monochromatic women and men ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i blogged. not for lack of thoughts, or questions. but maybe lack of time, or attention to move closer to this space. i've just spent some time thinking about sexuality, re-presentations, spaces, censorship and control. it's been mind-bending, and a little exhilarating. but i'm not at a space where there are any answers, or ( Read more... )