Dunno
Todays’ entry is a sub-dued one because I am tired. I have been going to bed far too late whilst in America and it has taken its’ toll. That said a resume of what I have done today will be in order
Firstly, my twin didn’t wake me up in time for breakfast - instead leaving me to sleep. Whilst this is a nice thought in principle, I need my breakfast to function and so I have wasted a days hard work of uni work which I needed to get done. Whilst at the same time I could have motivated myself to work, I didn’t eat properly until dinner this evening and so have been a fair grump today.
Bar this I have been over to the Student Union to pick up a newspaper and to try and find the United Against Sweatshop group and the LGBT group and failing in both. What is the point in trying to do things if you never reach who you need - argh!
Which brings me to the moral of today…yes
Appreciation. This is something that has often been neglected by many people and what it feels to be lacking when helping out my twin. This is an issue which he doesn’t fully appreciate. He never says thank you, only getting annoyed when you do not act on his every whim. This is not an issue for him it is also an issue for. It has made me realise that I need people to say well done when I do things, as well as why haven’t you done it when I don’t. this is not an ego trip - mearly something that I realise that I never really had. I have only ever been told when I haven’t don’t something well, with rarely being told well done when good things done therefore this feeling of doing lots and achieveing little - that grinds me down - is perpetuated.
Firstly, my twin didn’t wake me up in time for breakfast - instead leaving me to sleep. Whilst this is a nice thought in principle, I need my breakfast to function and so I have wasted a days hard work of uni work which I needed to get done. Whilst at the same time I could have motivated myself to work, I didn’t eat properly until dinner this evening and so have been a fair grump today.
Bar this I have been over to the Student Union to pick up a newspaper and to try and find the United Against Sweatshop group and the LGBT group and failing in both. What is the point in trying to do things if you never reach who you need - argh!
Which brings me to the moral of today…yes
Appreciation. This is something that has often been neglected by many people and what it feels to be lacking when helping out my twin. This is an issue which he doesn’t fully appreciate. He never says thank you, only getting annoyed when you do not act on his every whim. This is not an issue for him it is also an issue for. It has made me realise that I need people to say well done when I do things, as well as why haven’t you done it when I don’t. this is not an ego trip - mearly something that I realise that I never really had. I have only ever been told when I haven’t don’t something well, with rarely being told well done when good things done therefore this feeling of doing lots and achieveing little - that grinds me down - is perpetuated.