Sneak-a-post...

[jhonathand]

It's been a bit too long.

I feel like I keep making mistakes.

I'm working a lot now-a-days. It's probably taking it's toll.

I'm feeling a little heavy with regret.

I also feel like I just need to get away.

I'm wondering if it's just my job? OR Is it me?

I think I'm not able to keep up with what society expects from me. Let alone myself.

It's like I keep crossing a line that I didn't even know was there.

It's not like I did anything Super bad. I just went a little too far with joking around with someone. I might of weirded them out.

So Of Course My Regret drive spins-up and it takes a lot for me to calm down.

I know what to do now. I can always make-up for when I go over the line.

I just can't seem to stop myself before I cross 'that' line in conversation.

I'm feeling just a little Too Weird for my own good as-of-late.

I wish this would stop. I'm tired of feeling like I'm doing bad all the time.
I think I Might be getting a little too intense for people.

I really, really want to just go and hide.

But I also can't let myself wallow in Self-Pity.

I wish I felt better.

This is just something I needed to get off my chest though.

Best wishes to everyone,

~M~