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I can see the dust settling. I finally feel like everything is going to be ok.
Amber said she was looking at pictures of us before we left and said that she could see a distinct change in our eyes. We're becoming independent adults. And I know what she means. I feel like I've grown (however uncomfortably and violently). I notice a chage in the way I think about things, and I like it.
I was talking to Alex on the subway today (on the way home from our AWFUL temp job. It's kinda fun how awful it is.). I told him "I don't have that feeling anymore of utter loss and desparation from being separated from my friends. I still miss them just as much, but it's different now. Now it's like 'There are these people that I love and miss more than anything in the world, but i HAVE them. They are mine to love and miss."
We're all going to be fine. Just know that whatever is you're going through, there are people everywhere who are going through much worse. You, unlike most, HAVE all these beautiful, talented, friends to go through it with you. The kind of friends whose souls understand and speak the same language of your soul. They're yours. No matter where you are.
Smile.
Appreciate.
Love.
Amber said she was looking at pictures of us before we left and said that she could see a distinct change in our eyes. We're becoming independent adults. And I know what she means. I feel like I've grown (however uncomfortably and violently). I notice a chage in the way I think about things, and I like it.
I was talking to Alex on the subway today (on the way home from our AWFUL temp job. It's kinda fun how awful it is.). I told him "I don't have that feeling anymore of utter loss and desparation from being separated from my friends. I still miss them just as much, but it's different now. Now it's like 'There are these people that I love and miss more than anything in the world, but i HAVE them. They are mine to love and miss."
We're all going to be fine. Just know that whatever is you're going through, there are people everywhere who are going through much worse. You, unlike most, HAVE all these beautiful, talented, friends to go through it with you. The kind of friends whose souls understand and speak the same language of your soul. They're yours. No matter where you are.
Smile.
Appreciate.
Love.