Oct 05, 2005 09:29
I have ha dno time to post lately, between going up to londonderry for field trainig, door knocking, then the administrative work and modules I have to do..not to mention makign dinner and doing laundrey and groceries an dbills and two kids.. ugh what the heck happened to me?
anyuway I go back to st louis at the end of the month and at that point I will be licensed and sort of on my own. I cannot wai tI have such big oplans and their micromanaging of the training proces sis really wearing me down. I coudl prepare for runnign myu own business quite fine on my own without thenm holdign my hand and unfortunately I have to abide by their program. its very frustrating for me and lately I have been really feeelign the adjustment from workign on my own to workign for a company again. I mean there are quarterly regional meetings, monthly new ir meetings, monthly global mentoring emetings.. its all so redundant!!!!!! argh!!!1
matthew usually only gets up once durign the night now so I am sleeping at least 4 hours a night but I cannot kick this cold I got last week and I jsut dont have an opportunity to nap and catch up at all which is rough.
We took ash and matt to topsfield fair on saturday and had ablast!!! ash went on all the rides and matthew slept most of the time but it was fun.. my only iwsh was that ahsleigh had not eaten allof the caromel off of my apple
if i wanted an apple on a stick I didnt need to pay $4 and drive 45 minutes which is exactly what I told her!!!
we also finallybought a new digital camera . after ours broke we were getting by with disposable ones and as a result had nto maany pictures of matt at all!!! then when adra came over with sean and they took liek 50 photos of th ekids I realized we needed one. so off to bjs we went and they ar enot as expensive as they were a few years sgo last time we bought one so nbow we can take pictures agaion.. and we do!!!!
I cannot cannot cannot cannot wait to be licensed and get movign with this stough
i was psyched to getinvolved with ghostlight productions but I have not heard back from bob the set giuy yet abotu helping construct the set in salem or arrange to program the lighting for the show on halloween so i am not sure what is happening there either. if i were motivated I woudl call john and ask for bobs number sinc eI lost it!!!!
I will do that today I guess
speakign of which got the invite to the SHS 10 year reunion
yeah...
don't think i will be going to Fuel or wherever it was I hung out there enough and I dont think there is enough alcohol in the bar to make hanging out with people from highschool fun!!!!!!! ( certain people reading this excluded ofcourse)
got to go blow my nose and feed some kids
ciao