Day 4
I'm so full of rage today. I've literally been shaking since I left the house this morning. I want to destroy everything in sight, ram into slow/annoying drivers and generally fuck shit up for no good reason. I hope this goes away soon or I'm going to destroy something important. Please let this go away. God, please don't let anyone piss me off today. I don't want to hurt people. Where is the bobcat when I need it?
I don't know if it is the medicine making me feel this way or if it is the withdrawal from nicotine. Either way, I could sure use something to calm my nerves, but I'm not going to replace one crutch with another. My emotions are all over the place. I hope it's the medicine and I haven't just turned in to a total psychopath.
Work calls. Fucking hell...I hate this place.
I don't know if it is the medicine making me feel this way or if it is the withdrawal from nicotine. Either way, I could sure use something to calm my nerves, but I'm not going to replace one crutch with another. My emotions are all over the place. I hope it's the medicine and I haven't just turned in to a total psychopath.
Work calls. Fucking hell...I hate this place.