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I was just reading my last entry and I just have to laugh at myself. Was that me? I sound so paranoid! Lol
Well surprisingly things took a turn for the better..better than I have ever imagined it would. It’s been a month now and I realize that the one decision I was clobbering myself over was one of the best I had made in a long while. I took a chance. I got to know someone. Where did it lead me? It lead me to find someone that is worth the stress of my parents, the sleepless nights, and the busy days. It lead me to someone who I didn’t think I’d meet for a long while. It lead me to someone who is willing to take all the emotional baggage I have and level it with his own. I have no idea how I got here but I did. I was not looking and yet he found me.
I used to say I was fine with being on my own for the rest of my life because that’s what I thought God wanted for me. It looks like he has other plans.
He makes me happy =)