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What is it that I'm missing that makes girls determined to look me over? They tell everyone that they know that its their loss about me but they don't ever take a chance on me. I'm not sure what it is I did along the way, but I fucked it up. I'm never anythin that they want. I'm never the one that they look for. If I don't make the first move, then I'd never get a chance, and lately I do that and still don't get a chance. I'm tired of bein the one to make the move. I'm tired of bein the one that takes a chance. I want someone to take a chance on me. I want someone to WANT me. To chase after me. To do all the things I've done for the girls I've been after. I give up doing this.....one day, someone will want me...I may be 500 but some day....all those girls who said "I know its my loss" and still moved on........will be sorry I'm gone.