waiting to breathe

[jezabel424]

I've felt really tense lately, like I can't relax or get a good calming breath in. My mind has been reeling through a million thoughts. I find myself compelled to action and then sit back idle, waiting and hoping things will change, which is rather unlike me. I've always been a very forward go to girl, always having to have things my way (and

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[dreamtrue]

oh hunny what's wrong? I know we don't talk much anymore, or even at all. In all honesty I miss you too. Granted our relationship started hitting a rocky path, which I take most of the blame for, but I do miss you. As pathetic as it is, I have no one. Well Al, but no girl friends. Lani doesn't really talk to me, Jess is always off in her own world, and you, you have always been in your world too. Doing so well for yourself, making so many new friends. I am here if you need me, even if it may not seem that way. If you want I'll take a saturday or a sunday to spend the day with you, if you're not busy ofcourse. Love you sweetie

[jezabel424]

i'm usually free on fridays. its just not the same without you sometimes. You've always been the kind of person that I could talk to about anything. I miss having you around.