so it's been about a thousand years since i last updated
hello bitches, i have returned! school is good, im kinda retarded and i know im gonna fail but its okay. im a hard worker, like super organized and i get all my shit done and whereas in high school that was an easy way to get a's, in college its what you learned and how you applied it that really matters. thats the part i suck at the most. i am retarded, things do not sink in and i can never ever apply what i just listened to. i dont even learn it. so ive been studying my ass off and im gonna fail math, like seriously. and im in the easiest math class available. not sucknig a whole lot would ideal right about now.
in other news i have gone to the gym everyday with the exception of the day i went to the hospital. pretty fucking nifty. i have also been eating decently. in the beginning i didn't eat at all and i lost like 9 pounds but now it's getting harder and harder to stick to that. the key is for me to not have food in my dorm. that way i cannot stuff my face! for lunch and dinner i have concocted my own special taco salad which is basically a massive amount of salad, a microscopic amount of chili con carne (according to the nutritional website from d2 1 oz=30 calories) 1/4 cup of cheese (but not even) and a lot of salsa. so ive been eating that and it has been fabulous. i was very sick for the first few weeks here and even went to the hospital....YIKES! i got a cold and my vertigo came back so i went to the health center and i told them what iwas allergic to i.e. penicillin, bactrum, augmentin, etcccc and they gave me another form of penicillin so later that night i had to go to the er. it was pretty sweet im not gonna lie. UGH i fucking hate schiffert and their bullshit medical services, suck a dick. haha okay im done being angry.
i have 4 8 am classes a week and thats kind of douchey as well. chem mon wed fri, weight training mon wed fri, some gay orientation class wed, foods and nutrition mon wed fri, comm skills tues and thurs, and chem lab thurs morning. i also ahve to go to do that gayest math emporium shit everrr. a quiz a week. ive been tanning a lot too. good heavens! the people here are really nice, i liek them a lot. at least the girls. the boys do not speeak with me but we all knew that one was inevitable. a certain queefy cokehead out in cali has decided to speak with me after a few weeks of being emotionally MIA. uh okay. note to lia-do not get attached, post script-do not be bitchy dramatic annoying clingy girl. the thing is i told him last night "do not ever feel obligated to talk to me, ill understand your busy, its okay im not expecting anything from you so dont worry" but he always takes everything i say wrong and he was all like "no lia now i feel guilty, now im gonna call you everynight" i know he doesnt want to and hes just being an assface andi t sucks. he was like i want us to be on the friend level you know where we talk a lot and im like sir, you barely talk to me period. i would love to be friends with this kid but ireally do not think its possible. who the fuck knows. i was doing really good not dwelling on him and then the whole ryan hourihan coke story occured and i was like SHIT i hope he doesnt overdose too blah blah blah and then bam hes back into my head again. it would be ideal if i found a guy here to distract me but seeing as how im so grotesque that really is not plausible. sweeeet.
i need money. my mom apparently sent me a check but i have not gotten it yet. i was supposed to go to jack johnson tonight, i mean its tradition but the funding and rides were not available so i sold them thanks to lauren eleanor and i will be reimbursed and i am SO excited for money like its not even funny. last night i ate fritos. sweet. ive only had two bad eating days since ive been here. ive really gotten into my bad habits again. its just because i feel like i cant control my grades and my life that i focus on controlling this. its always bc i suck but whatever.
i miss my bmore bitches soooo hard. i was soo homesick the first week or two. ive gotten a lot better but i sitll cannot wait to see them again! i cannot wait for turkey bowl, winter break (im off for a fucking month, crazy! i dont wanna work at the ridge but i really do not have many options at the point. maybe they will place me in the cafe and that would be somewhat bareable) also summer break will be fabulous!!!!!! ahhh basking by ashleys pool again etccc. lalalala i want some lunch right now. i was making note cards for my nutrition test next week, i also have a chem test wed, a math quiz tuesday. shoot me in the face! alrighty sorry this entry was gay and angry.
ps i woke up this morning drunk
pps i dont wear pants often but you know, i never did to begin with
ppps i fucknig hate beer but i seem to drink quite a bit of it, i miss my water bottles full of rik
pppps i had lunch with a tridelt and i cannot wait to pledge!!!!
ppppps my roomie is nice but we dont really hang out
pppppps this is getting a bit redundant and i think i am still drunk
i love youuuu
in other news i have gone to the gym everyday with the exception of the day i went to the hospital. pretty fucking nifty. i have also been eating decently. in the beginning i didn't eat at all and i lost like 9 pounds but now it's getting harder and harder to stick to that. the key is for me to not have food in my dorm. that way i cannot stuff my face! for lunch and dinner i have concocted my own special taco salad which is basically a massive amount of salad, a microscopic amount of chili con carne (according to the nutritional website from d2 1 oz=30 calories) 1/4 cup of cheese (but not even) and a lot of salsa. so ive been eating that and it has been fabulous. i was very sick for the first few weeks here and even went to the hospital....YIKES! i got a cold and my vertigo came back so i went to the health center and i told them what iwas allergic to i.e. penicillin, bactrum, augmentin, etcccc and they gave me another form of penicillin so later that night i had to go to the er. it was pretty sweet im not gonna lie. UGH i fucking hate schiffert and their bullshit medical services, suck a dick. haha okay im done being angry.
i have 4 8 am classes a week and thats kind of douchey as well. chem mon wed fri, weight training mon wed fri, some gay orientation class wed, foods and nutrition mon wed fri, comm skills tues and thurs, and chem lab thurs morning. i also ahve to go to do that gayest math emporium shit everrr. a quiz a week. ive been tanning a lot too. good heavens! the people here are really nice, i liek them a lot. at least the girls. the boys do not speeak with me but we all knew that one was inevitable. a certain queefy cokehead out in cali has decided to speak with me after a few weeks of being emotionally MIA. uh okay. note to lia-do not get attached, post script-do not be bitchy dramatic annoying clingy girl. the thing is i told him last night "do not ever feel obligated to talk to me, ill understand your busy, its okay im not expecting anything from you so dont worry" but he always takes everything i say wrong and he was all like "no lia now i feel guilty, now im gonna call you everynight" i know he doesnt want to and hes just being an assface andi t sucks. he was like i want us to be on the friend level you know where we talk a lot and im like sir, you barely talk to me period. i would love to be friends with this kid but ireally do not think its possible. who the fuck knows. i was doing really good not dwelling on him and then the whole ryan hourihan coke story occured and i was like SHIT i hope he doesnt overdose too blah blah blah and then bam hes back into my head again. it would be ideal if i found a guy here to distract me but seeing as how im so grotesque that really is not plausible. sweeeet.
i need money. my mom apparently sent me a check but i have not gotten it yet. i was supposed to go to jack johnson tonight, i mean its tradition but the funding and rides were not available so i sold them thanks to lauren eleanor and i will be reimbursed and i am SO excited for money like its not even funny. last night i ate fritos. sweet. ive only had two bad eating days since ive been here. ive really gotten into my bad habits again. its just because i feel like i cant control my grades and my life that i focus on controlling this. its always bc i suck but whatever.
i miss my bmore bitches soooo hard. i was soo homesick the first week or two. ive gotten a lot better but i sitll cannot wait to see them again! i cannot wait for turkey bowl, winter break (im off for a fucking month, crazy! i dont wanna work at the ridge but i really do not have many options at the point. maybe they will place me in the cafe and that would be somewhat bareable) also summer break will be fabulous!!!!!! ahhh basking by ashleys pool again etccc. lalalala i want some lunch right now. i was making note cards for my nutrition test next week, i also have a chem test wed, a math quiz tuesday. shoot me in the face! alrighty sorry this entry was gay and angry.
ps i woke up this morning drunk
pps i dont wear pants often but you know, i never did to begin with
ppps i fucknig hate beer but i seem to drink quite a bit of it, i miss my water bottles full of rik
pppps i had lunch with a tridelt and i cannot wait to pledge!!!!
ppppps my roomie is nice but we dont really hang out
pppppps this is getting a bit redundant and i think i am still drunk
i love youuuu