Lights will guide you home....
Well, this is probably going to be my last entry before I go off to school, i leave in 3 days. i still have to pack like majorly. ive packed up almost all of my long sleeve tops and hoodies. honestly thats hardly making a dent. ill have to find time in between to pack some more but im sooo busy. today at 2 is ashs bday party and i dont know if ill be home tonight for various reasons. then tomorrow at 7 is my daddys goodbye crab feast for me. wooo. then monday is my last night here and it will be spent at ashleys with the loves of my life.
im SO upset about this summer being over. it was probasbly one of the best summers of my life. i made such amazing friends and such amazing memories. between the sweats nights, days by ashleys pool, glenns parties, our chill nights at sbux, the fact that i am out every night and my mother doesnt care. she knows im spending the night at/with ryan but she doesnt care anymore. speaking of him i dont really know what to say. it was fun while it lasted but im leaving so goodbye to that i guess. its just sad that this whole thing had to start like a month before summer ended. then he was at the beach for another week then he comes home and his uncle died so he had to go to conneticut. sweet. its okay its better this way because the more i saw him the more attached i wouldve gotten and then it wouldve been a really hard goodbye.
so tuesday was glenns last night. i am soooo upset. i wont see him again til thanksgiving break. im so distraght. we went out to hooters and read our really emotional letters. it was the bomb! hahahaha fucking hooters, only us. then we went to joe duffys white trash party for a bit, then roys and saw gorgeous france woooo, then we had our final sweats all together. its weird having sweats without glenn, we have a lot more though....THATS FOR SURE. so today is ashleys birthday!! she is 19 and can now drink in all provinces of canada. fucking sweet. oh and guess what! my period came two weeks early which is severely fucked up considering im on birth control and ive never missed a pill, im religious with that shit. that sad detail is really ruining my final days here too. sooo when im at college guys email me! lmd09@vt.edu or im me liaa d22!! i gotta go pack some more!
im SO upset about this summer being over. it was probasbly one of the best summers of my life. i made such amazing friends and such amazing memories. between the sweats nights, days by ashleys pool, glenns parties, our chill nights at sbux, the fact that i am out every night and my mother doesnt care. she knows im spending the night at/with ryan but she doesnt care anymore. speaking of him i dont really know what to say. it was fun while it lasted but im leaving so goodbye to that i guess. its just sad that this whole thing had to start like a month before summer ended. then he was at the beach for another week then he comes home and his uncle died so he had to go to conneticut. sweet. its okay its better this way because the more i saw him the more attached i wouldve gotten and then it wouldve been a really hard goodbye.
so tuesday was glenns last night. i am soooo upset. i wont see him again til thanksgiving break. im so distraght. we went out to hooters and read our really emotional letters. it was the bomb! hahahaha fucking hooters, only us. then we went to joe duffys white trash party for a bit, then roys and saw gorgeous france woooo, then we had our final sweats all together. its weird having sweats without glenn, we have a lot more though....THATS FOR SURE. so today is ashleys birthday!! she is 19 and can now drink in all provinces of canada. fucking sweet. oh and guess what! my period came two weeks early which is severely fucked up considering im on birth control and ive never missed a pill, im religious with that shit. that sad detail is really ruining my final days here too. sooo when im at college guys email me! lmd09@vt.edu or im me liaa d22!! i gotta go pack some more!