i am extremely lazy lately.
i'm just now realizing how i'll miss the luxuries of home, such as:
-the 24 hour slave (mom): she really does anything i ask, haha. besides
laundry (which doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but im sure i will
get sick of doing it after like a week), she also cooks on demand
(which is now close to never, but then again i don't think i've ever
liked her cooking and probably won't miss it), but is also a great
alarm clock. i think i might need her to call me when i will be late
for classes (frequently). and then occasionally she will cook nice
things, like dessert which tinight just consisted of melted chocolate
and sliced strawberries in a sponge-like cake shell with whipped cream
on top. i mean it was easy to make and all store bought, but i didnt
make it! thats one thing ill miss.
-enormous space: im just trying to imagine living in a jail cell with
an inmate every day of the next few semesters with virtually no
privacy. just a weird transition from a huge room ive got (of course
its shared whenever the brother or other random guests come which is
like never) to a closet. hopefully (and im assuming definitely) ill
spend most of my time elsewhere and maybe even study.
-the familiarity factor: i never once considered, not even an
afterthought of going to ua. it must be kind of neat (and must
infinitely suck if you're living at home) to move out to a dorm or
apartment with freedom in a place you've lived in and finally able to
do things you didn't have an opportunity to before. i do think about
what if i decided to stay here and go to college with people i know,
probably because i 'fear' having an absolutely horrid experience at um.
won't happen and i'll probably love it, but it's always a thought.
when i'm bored down there (hopefully never), i'll probably dwell on
what would be happening here at that time and maybe there is actual fun
and awesome stuff to do. i don't know; i'm one of the few who thinks ua
is on the rise, but whatever.
i can just hear the jealousy of those who would love to be in my position, but hey, visit whenever the hell you want!
theres probably other random stuff i'll 'miss' or better put, take for
granted. i just hope i don't fuck up my education; somehow i need to
figure out how to learn study skills.
anyway, i got my new phone today!!! it's awesome; the nokia 3300 music phone:
it's got an mp3 player and digital radio. quite nice. apparently i'm the only one in this region to have the phone, ha.
oh yeah, what the hell am i doing up at 4:30 anyway?!?!