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Aug 06, 2004 04:23

i am extremely lazy lately.

i'm just now realizing how i'll miss the luxuries of home, such as:

-the 24 hour slave (mom): she really does anything i ask, haha. besides laundry (which doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but im sure i will get sick of doing it after like a week), she also cooks on demand (which is now close to never, but then again i don't think i've ever liked her cooking and probably won't miss it), but is also a great alarm clock. i think i might need her to call me when i will be late for classes (frequently). and then occasionally she will cook nice things, like dessert which tinight just consisted of melted chocolate and sliced strawberries in a sponge-like cake shell with whipped cream on top. i mean it was easy to make and all store bought, but i didnt make it! thats one thing ill miss.

-enormous space: im just trying to imagine living in a jail cell with an inmate every day of the next few semesters with virtually no privacy. just a weird transition from a huge room ive got (of course its shared whenever the brother or other random guests come which is like never) to a closet. hopefully (and im assuming definitely) ill spend most of my time elsewhere and maybe even study.

-the familiarity factor: i never once considered, not even an afterthought of going to ua. it must be kind of neat (and must infinitely suck if you're living at home) to move out to a dorm or apartment with freedom in a place you've lived in and finally able to do things you didn't have an opportunity to before. i do think about what if i decided to stay here and go to college with people i know, probably because i 'fear' having an absolutely horrid experience at um. won't happen and i'll probably love it, but it's always a thought.

when i'm bored down there (hopefully never), i'll probably dwell on what would be happening here at that time and maybe there is actual fun and awesome stuff to do. i don't know; i'm one of the few who thinks ua is on the rise, but whatever.

i can just hear the jealousy of those who would love to be in my position, but hey, visit whenever the hell you want!

theres probably other random stuff i'll 'miss' or better put, take for granted. i just hope i don't fuck up my education; somehow i need to figure out how to learn study skills.

anyway, i got my new phone today!!! it's awesome; the nokia 3300 music phone:



it's got an mp3 player and digital radio. quite nice. apparently i'm the only one in this region to have the phone, ha.

oh yeah, what the hell am i doing up at 4:30 anyway?!?!
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