Just let me know you're here
Today was one of those eye opening days, where I realized my life has got to improve. Although I've had this self revelation quite frequently in the past couple of years, I know that the key to achieving this goal is to have a positive outlook on each new day.
Question: Not that my life is as bad as my negativity makes it seem. I have ( Read more... )
I know how difficult life is and can be. I am a girl that suffers from all the pressures of life. People have such great expectations of me, and what haunts me is that I'll let them down. Sometimes I feel that I let myself down....And although on the outside people would think I'm the most normal person on the world, on the inside is where my inner battles are fought. Each day I experience a new setback, a new obstacle, a new way to bring my self-esteem down. If it isn't the boy, who I like, that ignores me....it's my parents arguing. Somehow, someway, something has to enter my life to make it more difficult, more stressful. But I don't let this bring me down. I believe that everyone was put on this earth for a reason. I believe that I will find my path in life, and that someday I will truly be happy. I won't say that I'm not happy....I have people in my life who need me...my brothers, my parents, etc. But sometimes I feel really lonely, and I wonder why I do. I don't have a boyfriend, or even a guy that I can say likes me....and sometimes I feel that my friends can be such phonies. But you know something? Life isn't what it seems sometimes....h.s. has taught me that you aren't perfect and that there are people out there who actually don't like you...but the best thing that Molloy has taught me is that you have to live life like it was the last day of your existence. Julie, I've learned that life sucks, but you have to suck it up, and believe me...I have gone through alot of things that you can't possibly imagine. But I'm giving myself a chance to meet new people, to be a better person. Who the hell cares what that girl said about you....just ignore her....besides, its her loss because she was the one who lost such an awesome friend: YOU! Julie, as my friend, I thought that I should let you know that you are my best friend, and I want you to know that if you ever need someone to listen to you...I'll always be there to help you no matter what happens....
Your friend always,
Chinchie ;-)
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