lost at sea, but hey, it's nice out there
20 without a purpose or direction
but I know what I believe in, so that's a start
I was way too dependant
and it was only holding me back
it was a bad situation and our age difference finally tore us apart
I'll always care about her, but it's time for a new chapter to the epic story that is my life
actually, it's not so epic, most of the pages are filled with sleeping, but whatever, sleep can be pretty fuckin epic actually, so I take it back
I have no idea what I want to do with my life
it feels nice
I've always felt like a lying asshole when I've told people (especially adults) about my future plans, I think I'll just say I have no clue from now on and even once I do figure out what I want to do, I think I'll continue to say I have no clue, cuz it just makes life easier. There's no pressure or expectations when nobody knows what you're planning on doing. No pressure from myself either.
New me doesn't overthink bullshit as much
New me is self-sufficient
New me is alright with things new me has no control over
New me wants to make this shitty ass world less shitty for everyone if he can
New me is going to stop referring to self as new me cuz it sounds mad gay
--we spend all our time wishing on fire in the skies
but dreams burn out fast... and then you die
so the lesson to be learned is to not waste your time
happiness is what happens when your own star shines--
but I know what I believe in, so that's a start
I was way too dependant
and it was only holding me back
it was a bad situation and our age difference finally tore us apart
I'll always care about her, but it's time for a new chapter to the epic story that is my life
actually, it's not so epic, most of the pages are filled with sleeping, but whatever, sleep can be pretty fuckin epic actually, so I take it back
I have no idea what I want to do with my life
it feels nice
I've always felt like a lying asshole when I've told people (especially adults) about my future plans, I think I'll just say I have no clue from now on and even once I do figure out what I want to do, I think I'll continue to say I have no clue, cuz it just makes life easier. There's no pressure or expectations when nobody knows what you're planning on doing. No pressure from myself either.
New me doesn't overthink bullshit as much
New me is self-sufficient
New me is alright with things new me has no control over
New me wants to make this shitty ass world less shitty for everyone if he can
New me is going to stop referring to self as new me cuz it sounds mad gay
--we spend all our time wishing on fire in the skies
but dreams burn out fast... and then you die
so the lesson to be learned is to not waste your time
happiness is what happens when your own star shines--