she meant everything to me
I don't want to be emo and I'm not going to be, but I seriously loved this girl to death. This is so much harder than I ever could have expected it to be.
I worried about her all week and I guess she didn't even think of me.
How can you just stop loving someone in a matter of weeks, when you've been together for nearly two years.
I don't know how to feel or what to think.
I need to remember to eat, because I think I'm making myself sick. I've never had multiple layers of clothes on and been underneath blankets and still been cold (unless I had a pretty bad fever). I wonder if I have a fever.
I really wish it didn't have to end like this. This makes me so goddamn sad.
I have no idea how I'm going to study for finals when I don't really give a shit about anything at the moment.
I worried about her all week and I guess she didn't even think of me.
How can you just stop loving someone in a matter of weeks, when you've been together for nearly two years.
I don't know how to feel or what to think.
I need to remember to eat, because I think I'm making myself sick. I've never had multiple layers of clothes on and been underneath blankets and still been cold (unless I had a pretty bad fever). I wonder if I have a fever.
I really wish it didn't have to end like this. This makes me so goddamn sad.
I have no idea how I'm going to study for finals when I don't really give a shit about anything at the moment.