I can not wait to get out of this stinking school. I hate it. Hate it!! Everyone is just...RRGGH!!
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I had to let my anger out and the keyboard was the most satisfying target.
Ok! Well. Let's get started then, shall we?!
1) When someone does something wrong, they're supposed to be punished, correct? Correct. So if I yell at someone when they do something wrong, should end up feeling guilty? NO! I don't understand what the freak is wrong with this world. Whatever I do, it never turns out right.
2) People are always either:
a) talking about someone behind their back to ME.
or b) talking about ME behind MY back.
A recent situation: A little birdy told me that another little birdy said they hate me && Amy behind our backs. This little birdy and I haven't spoken since her little birthday party back in May (yes, May of last year). If she hates me, she can just keep it in her own little mind instead of telling someone, because DUH it's gonna get back to me, and DUH that's gonna put a little bruise on my self esteem!! But bruises heal, I guess...And you know, no matter what you say to these people who backstab, they never change. EVER. evereverevereverevereverevereverever!!! And then who suffers? Me and you, my friend. And it will never stop. I've learned that no matter how hard you try to stay neutral, to not stir up the other side, to keep the peace, it never pays off. You will always have jerks who think they have the right to do this crap.
You know what?! I shouldn't even HAVE to be writing all this.
3) The teachers seem to think that just because the 8th grade was bad on one stinking little field trip that we're going straight to you-know-where!!! They're always cracking rude remarks to us now, even if we're just standing innocently in the hall (yesterday), or getting a drink at the water fountain (today).
4) People ignore me when their other, "better" friends are around.
I'm at the end of my rope, you know that?! And I'm about to snap!!
And no one even READS this anymore because everyone's using xanga, so I might as well not expect any comments and just shut up right?!
If any of you are interested, here's what I'm up to...
Today in school, for Science we went to the gym where this big...what was it?...bubble-type thing was set up, where we'd go in and Dickert would project constellations on the walls. Some certain people practically deflated the thing, though (it was like a huge, circular tarp, being pumped up by a fan), so it wasn't the most comfortable thing to be in.
The teachers aren't letting up on the homework. They've been giving us more than usual, if you ask me and pretty much anyone else in the 8th grade.
I have a soccer game tonight (Kitty and Rica and Becky and Lauren and Amy and me yeah man!), and after that it's homework and science project, which I finally know what I'm doing, but I won't say until after everyone's turned theirs in. Some people do copy, yessir.
That's pretty much it...oh, Lexi came back today, after being out for a while, really sick. I think she's doing better, though. :-)
That's it. Julie out.
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