Holy mood swings, Julie!!
Did you know I wrote this entry 2 times and I still haven't gotten it right?? I don't know how to spell out everything that's been going on.
I'll just say how my day went...after school was great, I played badmitton on and off with my cousins then my sister Sara, then Mike came down, and Sara and he played badmitton while we all talked and talked. It was great...then I came in, and Amy informed me of...well, sort of a fight between Erica and Amy and Cailyn and Jeni. I always feel stuck in the middle and helpless during those things. But girls will be girls and drama will continue to snap at our heels. There's no escaping it...which makes pretty much every girl, probably including myself, hypocrites because we all say catfights are immature but we still continuously get ourselves in them. :-\
Then, I read Cailyn, Jeni, and Dusty's xanga entries, and felt left out...they were talking about all being best friends and...like I said, I'm afraid of losing my friends or being replaced because of terrible past friendships...but then they invited me to go walk around with them ("them" being Jeni and Cailyn) but my mom said no...I don't think she realized that that's what I needed...just to go walk around with some friends. Oh well, she was just trying to keep me safe (she said I couldn't go because it was dark out).
So I had a great day and a so-so evening. Walking home was great...I think I was the only one who thought so, though? I don't know...but Amy, Dusty, Cailyn, Dom, Ben, Becky, Jeni, and I were all just goofing off, having a great time. I can't wait for the field trip. My friends are great<3
Speaking of which, Erica has been trying to keep the community going, so she suggested I start another, which I am in the process of doing. It will be one everyone can join, but won't be limited to just CC students, like the other one. People I hope join:
-Erica-Cailyn-Amy-Sally-Jeni-and it will be open to other livejournal users, too.
Ok, well I'm off to do stuff...g-bye!
<33julie
--music is great therapy--