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just a quick update....
i had a good christmas and a somewhat relaxing weekend although i didn't get to see any of my friends which sucked a lot. i miss my friends from long island so much, and i can't understand why it's so difficult for them to visit me. it's not hard for me to see them and i would go to long island if i had to but the whole point is for them to come to jersey where there's an apartment so no one has to drive and everyone can drink and sleep over. i'm making one more attempt to invite them for the weekend after new years because mike will still be around. i'm also pissed nicki and barb didn't come this week for dinner but nicki is sick.
i love gensler. it's dorky, but true. the people here are fantastic and i just wish that i had more skills so that i could move up. i mean i'm sure i still can, but it would be easier if i had went to a design school. but then again, who knew?! if i didn't go to drew, then i never would have loved madison so much and wanted to live here post graduation and get a job in morristown. but yea things happen for a reason sometimes so right now i'm going with the flow.
i want to go to the bahamas bad with all this cold weather but for some reason my small fear of flying has gotten much worse. i just feel like i'm going to die on a plane or something....matt tells me i'm not afraid of flying just afraid of death. i really don't kjnow what i believe in as far as god and an afterlife. i think there is one of sorts. but i am just really afraid of heights so being 30 thousand feet in the air doesn't make me feel too good. i've been on a plane i think 4 times, so i'm not sure what i'm so worried about. ah well i'll deal.
val got into both schools she applied to! i can't believe she's going to college...and so far away! i would love if she moved in with me but i know college is super important and i think sleeping away at college was one of the best things i ever did. anyhoo i'm proud.
i'm looking forward to spending new years eve with all of my wonderful drew friends. we're going to exchange gifts and get wasted. at least that's my plan! i miss them all a lot and i'm going to drink coffee tomorrow night because i'm not going to bed super early like i always do! i can't take the times that we spend together now for granted because they are not going to happen that often!
and i'm not even having friends come over for the fourth of july this year! i feel bad because i think people have made it a given that they are coming over but valerie is using the 4th for her high school graduation party just like i used it last year for my college graduation and since i had all my friends over last year so she can have them all over this year. i might be able to have my friends from long island stop over in the evening to see matt silverman play, and i'm almost positive we're having him back, but alas no college peeps. so yea, no sleeping for me. we'll see how long that lasts!
almost time for attitude adjustment at work...man, i love this place!
i had a good christmas and a somewhat relaxing weekend although i didn't get to see any of my friends which sucked a lot. i miss my friends from long island so much, and i can't understand why it's so difficult for them to visit me. it's not hard for me to see them and i would go to long island if i had to but the whole point is for them to come to jersey where there's an apartment so no one has to drive and everyone can drink and sleep over. i'm making one more attempt to invite them for the weekend after new years because mike will still be around. i'm also pissed nicki and barb didn't come this week for dinner but nicki is sick.
i love gensler. it's dorky, but true. the people here are fantastic and i just wish that i had more skills so that i could move up. i mean i'm sure i still can, but it would be easier if i had went to a design school. but then again, who knew?! if i didn't go to drew, then i never would have loved madison so much and wanted to live here post graduation and get a job in morristown. but yea things happen for a reason sometimes so right now i'm going with the flow.
i want to go to the bahamas bad with all this cold weather but for some reason my small fear of flying has gotten much worse. i just feel like i'm going to die on a plane or something....matt tells me i'm not afraid of flying just afraid of death. i really don't kjnow what i believe in as far as god and an afterlife. i think there is one of sorts. but i am just really afraid of heights so being 30 thousand feet in the air doesn't make me feel too good. i've been on a plane i think 4 times, so i'm not sure what i'm so worried about. ah well i'll deal.
val got into both schools she applied to! i can't believe she's going to college...and so far away! i would love if she moved in with me but i know college is super important and i think sleeping away at college was one of the best things i ever did. anyhoo i'm proud.
i'm looking forward to spending new years eve with all of my wonderful drew friends. we're going to exchange gifts and get wasted. at least that's my plan! i miss them all a lot and i'm going to drink coffee tomorrow night because i'm not going to bed super early like i always do! i can't take the times that we spend together now for granted because they are not going to happen that often!
and i'm not even having friends come over for the fourth of july this year! i feel bad because i think people have made it a given that they are coming over but valerie is using the 4th for her high school graduation party just like i used it last year for my college graduation and since i had all my friends over last year so she can have them all over this year. i might be able to have my friends from long island stop over in the evening to see matt silverman play, and i'm almost positive we're having him back, but alas no college peeps. so yea, no sleeping for me. we'll see how long that lasts!
almost time for attitude adjustment at work...man, i love this place!