hypocrital idiots
now i realize im not the sharpest knife in the droor by any means but god this bitch drives me insane! she took my son from me because i was being drunk and stupid which i do understand but then i worked my ass off to quit drinking and now, a year and a half later after i got him back shes the one getting shit face and keeping him up all night. she freaked out on him over the cats last night and had him bent over the bed calling him a little bastard. i got in her face. im sorry you dont correct violence with violence and you damn sure dont talk to a child like that! i mean i jke that im gonna eat his ears or toes and stuff but he knows damn well im joking but when your drunk and in his face screaming,.....thats just fucked the hell up! im sick of the way she treats him! and me! she sais im a shitty parent because he doesnt get up in the morning and go to sleep at a decent hour.....he did but when there are people drunk as hell screaming and fighting all night how he is he supposed to and moms boyfriends says its not because of him, it because thats way i was raised. NO SHIT! because i had some dumb motherfucker sitting there beating the shit out of me all night! the point of the matter is it has to stop somewhere!! you do not raise your children how you were raised, you raise your children better than what you were raised. therefor making them better people. she thinks its wrong because im so adamant about him having an education, she wanted me to take him out of kindergarten and not homeschool him. i told her if he didnt want to be in public school i would home school him but he had to do one or the other. she thinks he should just sit at home all day and rot his brain on a game system! what the fuck? no children need to go to school because if he doesnt learn anything this year hes gonna have all that more problems in 1st grade!! thats just fucked up but she never cared if we went toschool either but its like i told him, if i give him nothing else in his life he will get an education and he will go to school and he will graduate. i will make sure of that god damnit. come hell or high water. not because im a drop out and only have a GED or because of anything that has to do with me but because an education is something nobody can ever take from you and the more you know the better you can do in life. she thinks its because i want him to succeed in all the ways i never did but im only 21, ive still got time to do all the things i never got to. it might be hard with these kids but if i really wantto do t, it is possible. one day shes gonna see but GOD! ill be so happy when i move away from these idiots!