Jan 23, 2006 15:57
yeah not much new here my brother Zane called me to tell me my sister is back over at michelles and she is supposed to be going back today but of course as we all know she wont. she called zane telling him julie had a 103.7 fever and zane said take her to the ER but she wouldent. FUCKED UP! anyways baby was sick last night. i went to rock him and his back burned my hand i was like WTF? so we made an appointment today and his temp was 102.4 scary shit. they gave him bennadryl, annoxacylin, and tylenol so thats kool. mom has the day off its ok for now... till she get to drinking. Kieta should be in NY now so thats good i mean she was when she called this morning but she was like right on the other side of NY so she still had a ways to go. anyways her BF sean said he wants to pay plain tickets for me, bug and michael to go see kieta....i was like um....thats expencive and shes like it ok he dont care...im like yeah ok sure. i mean jees that like 600$ anyways id rather be on a bus....least the worst it can do is crash lol. anyways things are ok here for now...hopefully they stay that way......shit in the news... i guess my brother herd this right, this 7 year old little girl was found strangled in her living room floor the other day in NY. the welfare had been investigating it and she had burn marks and bruises ans she had been molested and all the welfare could say is they this they did thier job. fuck that. damn fucking bitch needs to be shot. if they had done what they were supposed to she wouldent be dead. anyways i talked to my brother about having another sister out there somewhere he said he honestly didnt know but to be careful about what it would mean to mom. you know tho something wierd....she had me before she ever gave her kids back and she never gave me up so whats up with that? you know tho, honestly i dont care. i know its hard to give up a child for adoption but this is not the average woman. she just doesent fucking care. like toni, she like 34 now and she refuses to go looking for her and wont let any of us go looking for her either. how could you live like that? she doesent even know if shes ok. zane said he thought charollete, David's mom paid my dad to take mom out for 4 days so she could call the wlefare on us but ok let me set the scene for you. my brother zane is like 7 my sister lorretta is like....3 daniel is like 1 and my mom leaves for 4 days with my dad?!?! fuck her tho becuase if shed have never left in the first place then it would have never happened. how could you leave your kids alone for 4 days?!?! what if ever worse she came back and they all had set the house on fire and died or someone kidnapped them and tortured them?!?!?! but like i said she just didnt give a shit like when i was little it was me i was like 3 daniel was..8 and lorretta was like 12 and fucking shed be like im going grocery shopping and be gone for 2 fucking weeks becuase she just had to go get drunk and fucking laid. like with chris she sits there and sais she couldent get away becuase everything was in his name. there was homeless shelter i remember the cops asking her if she wanted to go. she always always said no and shed go to her friends house and the next day hed be banging on the fucking door, it becuase she couldent drink at a homeless shelter. you know tho we could have fucking died in there, personally i think he would have killed us the night tyke came becuase he had just gone fucking nuts andh e had the gun out, i hated that thing so yeah this is about my mother and her lame ass fucking excuses and i hope to god im never like her. id just shoot myself. yeah well anyways neough of my rambling im gonna go...kieta...your lucky you were adopted lol-love emma
adoption bad mother lies