Jan 16, 2007 08:48
This year is sure to be one of craziness, excitement, and stress.
Only a year and a half left at Behrend. And as I was headed on to campus this morning to start the semester I couldn't help but think to myself that I'm ready to be done with this place. That's kind of sad, but I think its the truth. I like life so much more when I'm not just a student. The breaks and summertime when I'm working and running errands and doing things that seem important are great. Not that school and education aren't important, but I'm ready for something different....I think.
But, we can't forget that after Behrend I have a year at Mercyhurst to survive. I think part of what makes this a bit more difficult is that Steve is done with school. And my problem is that I keep thinking of the future which makes the now take forever to happen. On top of that, I lose some of the fun of just being in the now. Why am I in such a hurry?
This semester is looking busier than I could have even imagined. Honestly, I'm a little scared. I think I may have committed myself to a lot more than I should I have. Its too late to change that now, so I'll just have to find a way to get everything done.
I'm slightly nervous about the wedding plans. Steve and I have many good ideas. Now if we just had the money to make these ideas reality. Please let me win the lottery, please....LoL Either way, we have a lot of support so whatever our wedding turns out to be, it will be special.
Other than that, who knows how many friends I have? Rarely do people call me to hang out. Sometimes they say they'll call, but they don't. Many a times I'm calling them only to get brushed off and later forgotten. Oh well, such is life.
Ok 2007, here it goes....let's make it a good one. :)